Just trying to be normal

Chapter 5

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When we got back to my house we decided to make some cupcakes. Which was Rainlee's choice. I wanted to bake soufflé, but that was too "hard" for her.

I was putting the flour in the measuring cup *tic*I poured it down my shirt. Great. Lee started to laugh at me while I took my shirt off. When you're surrounded by boys you get used to just taking it off.

"Uhh..um. L-l-let's do the eggs next." She said stuttering over her words looking at me. "Do you want me to go grab a shirt from my house real quick?" She shook her head instantly saying it was ok.

I was cracking the eggs which isn't a smart idea but I like doing things on my own. I keep fucking jinxing myself *tic* I smashed the head onto Lee's head. "I am so sorry! I uh here let me help." The yolk is all over her. She grabbed my hands from cleaning it off her head. She stepped back from me and took her shirt off. "Don't want to get it on my shirt too." Ohh I know what she's doing. Now I'm horny. I can feel my member twitch.

"I-Is it getting h-hot in here or is it just me?" I said stuttering over my words now. She was wearing a black lace bra and her abs are so hot. "It's you definitely you." She said winking and started cracking the rest of the eggs.

Lee was stirring when I came behind her and started mixing with her. "Is this ok?" I whispered into her ear. She nodded and continued.

We put the cupcakes in the oven. Lee went to sit on the counter and checked her phone. While I cleaned up our mess.

I finished sweeping and stood beside Lee trying to figure out what to talk about. I started to fidget and pluck the band on my arm. Lee rubbed my neck and looked slightly down at me. "Are you ok babe? Anxious? Overwhelmed?"

"Babe?" I said blushing. "Yeah I like it!" She said with a smile dragging me between her legs. "A-are you sure I can be here l-like how we're positioned?" I asked cautiously. "Yes Knoxy. I like that you ask for consent. Now tell me. Are you ok? Is your anxiety kicking in?"

"No sometimes when I'm just bored I play with the rubber band. I'm ok thanks for asking" she bite her lip "Well we got time. You should've told me if you were bored" she kissed me with so much lust. I couldn't even say anything because her tongue was in my mouth. I mean I'm not complaining, but I'm a virgin I don't know what to do after she's done with just the make out.

She ran her hand down my abs and to my belt resting there. I have to tell her

Break the kiss and tell her
But it feels so good
She's such a good kisser
Break. The. Kiss. Idiot.

I listened to my brain and broke the kiss. "I-I uhm first of all WOAH. I-I uh actuall- you know....hold on give me a second to.....recollect." I gulped and took a breath. "Ok Lee I want whatever that was going to happen to happen, but I need to tell you something.....Rainlee.....I'm a virgin. I couldn't even move as I waited for her response. No tic, no thoughts, I couldn't even hear my own heart beat.

"I am too. I thought you wanted to have sex so...I don't know" she looked down. She was gonna let me take her virginity? I lifted her chin with my finger "Hey! It takes two to tango baby! We don't have to do anything just because I want to. You have to feel comfortable. I mean I definitely want to have sex with you." My eyes widened at the realization of what just came out my mouth.

"I did not mean it like that, b-but I did. I just don't want to rush it. It'll happen when it happens. But whatever that just was. That-that sexy make out we just had. Now I don't mind that." We chuckled together. She hit my chest and gave me a kiss. "Can I tell you something?" She asked. I looked at her signaling to continue. "You haven't ticked a lot today. Progress! Wait is that offensive?" I shook my head "high five!" I said then she gave me one. I put her head in my neck and hugged her.

What is this?
What are we?
Just be straight forward and ask her
She won't hate you for asking
It's just you two= no embarrassment

"What are we? Like are we together?" I asked hesitantly. "I want to date you, but can we take it slow. My last relationship was horrible and it took a toll on me. I just don't want to get heartbroken again. I'm not saying you would but you know just trying to protect myself. You make me happy. I want you, but I just need to slow it down a little."

"That's absolutely one hundred percent ok. We'll take it as slow as you need it, but I'm not leaving. I really really like you. I'm not just saying that either. I don't plan on leaving" she was starting to tear up but she didn't let it fall

"Promise me? Promise me you won't leave me?" She stuck out her pinky. I smiled a wide smile. "I pinky promise. No regrets!" I wrapped our pinky's together and kissed my side of the promise and she kissed her side. I gave her a hug and we talked while we waited for the cupcakes to be done baking.

Once the cupcakes werr finished all of our siblings came through the door and made a bee line and started eating them. No hi that's rude 'Hi Jerks' I turned to Lee "I've barely had a verbal tic today they all were motor tics. That's good!" I put my hand up for a high five when she high fived me she whispered "I'm so proud of you"

I had to tell my siblings I took off to the living room to tell them the great news

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