Just trying to be normal

Chapter 28

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I was laying between Rainlees legs as she played in my hair. I hadn't really talked all day. Just laid, looking up at my ceiling

"Are you using *tic* me?" I whispered, finally breaking my silence . "I-I don't *tic* want to believe what he *tic* told me, b-but that's *tic* all I can think about. I love *tic* you, but I don't want to *tic* get my heart broken" I said starting to feel the lump forming in my throat

"Knoxley look at me" she said shifting to sit up as I turned around to look at her "I don't care about being popular. To be honest, being popular in high school doesn't mean shit and even when you do make it big, I won't care. I love you for just being you. I have soccer to give me my own name. I just want you. All I need is you, nothing else matters" she told me

"Promise?" I asked her "Promise. Through sickness and in health" she confirmed with a kiss

I let out a deep breath and closed my eyes "I feel a lot better now" I said laying back down so Lee could hold me

Who said that masculinity can't be soft? I for one like being held by Lee Or...maybe I might be a little bit of a bottom for her
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When I finally saw Rainlee today in the hallway, I ran up to her and kissed her"Mmm you taste like strawberries" I said kissing her again. Not caring who was watching us

"That's because I ate some for lunch." She said pecking my lips again "You would've known that if you were there. Where were you and the guys anyway? I didn't have you to hold me " she pouted

I held her in my arms and moved a golden lock of hair behind her ear "I'm sorry lovey. Coach made us watch film today *tic*and I totally forgot to tell *tic*you" I explained

She smiled widely and kissed me again "What?" I said as she kept looking at me like that "I love when you call me lovey. You haven't called me that in so long" she said kissing me again

"The PDA is disgusting. Please stop for the sake of trying to keep my lunch down" Rex said walking over with my brother and Robin

"Speak for yourself! I think it's romantic" Robin said

"Knoxley? My twin? Romantic? Yeah I don't think that's possible" Keni teased leaning up against my locker. I nudged his arm and rolled my eyes

"I hate to bring this up, but James got expelled" Rex said

We ended up telling my mom about what was happening and to say she was heated is an understatement. Kailor is forbidden from seeing him and will not be able to help him with his dyslexia. I had to tell them in order to get James away from me. I mean I feel bad that he won't get to grow through his dyslexia, but not enough to put my health in danger

I've been so stressed outthought that I am jeopardizing my health. I can't eat and I can't sleep. I know he's not going to bother me anymore, but I'm so agitated it's making me sick.

I tensed and clenched my jaw "Good" I whispered before changing the subject "So you guys wanna come over and hangout today?" I asked trying to avoid the looks I was getting

Rex was the first one to speak "I'm down" he said, clearing his throat in the process. Everyone else agreed and then it became an awkward silence

"Ok well, we're going to study" Lee said pulling me towards wherever we were going. "Let's study outside" she said continuing to pull me to  the tables outside the school

She ripped my backpack off and sat me down on the table, straddling my lap before attack my lips. I tried to disconnect our lips, but she did that damn thing with her tongue again which made me melt under her touch

I was so in shock I even forgot where to place my hands or how to kiss back at that

"Are you going to kiss me back or am I going to do all the work?" She asked with her eyes still closed "I-uh-um" I stammered. I cleared my throat and she opened her eyes. I took a big gulp and shook my head

"I- I - what's gotten into*tic* you?" I asked her still catching my breath "Aww baby you're blushing" she said rubbing my rosy cheek

I started to blink profusely and my palms started to sweat. She started to grind into me "You like that?" She whispered into my ear

My heart started to race and I could feel the beads of sweat forming. I removed her off my lap and stood up "Are you ok Knox?" I heard

My breathing worsened and I fell to the ground before throwing up. The sucky thing is that I hadn't eaten all day so it was just stomach acid that hurt like a bitch

I groaned and rolled over onto my back "Knox? You ok?" She asked sitting beside me. "Just a little dizzy I'll be *tic* ok in a sec" I said slowly sitting up

"Here. Drink some water" she said handing me her water bottle "I just threw*tic* up my guts and you want me to drink*tic* out of your water?" I asked her

"Through sickness and in health right?" She asked. A smile grew on my lips and I nodded my head. I took the bottle and guzzled the water

After a few seconds I sighed "Better?" She asked "Better" I confirmed. She held her hand out to me which I took

Lee already know I hadn't been feeling well since I got the shit beat out of me by James "Let's just *tic*get to class" I said pulling her along so she wouldn't ask anymore questions
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Lee and I laid in a comfortable silence as I laid on top of her. I listened to her heart beat and she played in my hair as I slowly started to drift into sleep

Before I could there was a knock on the door "Knoxy? Can I come in?" I heard my little sister ask. I sighed and got up to open the door

I looked down to see my little sister with her pjs and her teddy I gave her "Can I sleep with you tonight Knoxy. Keni said the monster was going to get me" she said with her puppy dog eyes

I picked her up and walked further into my room "Did you brush your *tic* teeth baby girl?" I asked and she nodded "Then I guess we can have a little sleepover. *tic* How's that sound?" I asked

She smiled really hard and nodded. I placed her on the bed next to Lee and walked into my closet to find some sweatpants and a shirt

"Hi Rainy! You like my pjs? Knoxy got them for me!" She said excitedly "Woah those are some pretty cool pjs Kannon! Knoxy did a good job" I heard Lee say

"She did! I love Knoxy. She's the best" I heard my little sister say again "She really is. I love her too" I heard from my girlfriend. I smiled to myself before slipping my pants and shirt on and joining them again

I laid down and I immediately felt Kannons body o top of me clinging on like her life depended on it. A little bit after I felt Rainlee snuggle into my side

"I love *tic* you Rainlee Cooper" I said before kissing her head "I love you Knoxley Davie" she mumbled back before kissing my shoulder

"I'm here too" I heard a little voice whisper. I chuckled and rested my hand on her back rubbing small circles "I love you too*tic* little sis" I whispered "I guess I love you too" she said

I ticked her side and she turned into a giggling mess "Ok! Ok! I love you!" She yelped. I stopped tickling her and kissed her head "Good"

Is this what life's going to feel like when Rainy and I have our own kids? Them curled up in bed with us? If that's the case I can't wait.

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