Something just happened...
I'm shocked and scared...
I weighed myself, I WEIGHED 57?!!!
What happened???
I'm supposed to be at least 55 now.
How is this possible? ;
Wednesday - fast
Thursday - fast
Friday - under 2000
Saturday - fast
Sunday - fast
Monday - binge over 2000
Tuesday - under 200.
How did I gain 20 kilos? It's not possible. What? I better lose it before tomorrow. I will freak out if the scale is still so high tomorrow.
I did drink 2 liters of water yesterday and I don't know if I already lost that or not. What the hell happened? I really hope it's not my actual weight, it can't be right?I weighed myself again and it's now 56...
My brother made dinner today, it was soo delicious ugh, it was hoki mi. I ate so much of it. I loved it but it was so stupid, I had like three plates or so. I hope it wasn't more than 500 cals....
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Diary of an anorexic
Non-FictionI use this as my diary. I write down all my thoughts and I hope it'll help me.