"My beautiful, obedient little girl. I missed you. Did you know that?"
"Yeah well, I didn't miss you. Did you know that?" you hiss.
"You little bitch! Don't disrespect me! You never used to do this, why are you doing it now? Huh, why are you so ungrateful now?"
"That little girl died a long time ago."
"Well, I still see her so maybe this time she'll stay dead."
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It's been a couple months since your little 'encounter' with Reid and let's just say it was not a one-time thing. It's both amazing and sucks at the same time.
You really, really didn't want to do it again but you did. You don't know why but you did. It pained you how much you enjoyed the sex. Yes, he was still a horrible annoying person in and outside of work, but man did he know how to please you. And that made you so mad. How could someone so bitchy and assholey be so good in bed? It baffled you every time you guys did it.
The second time you guys did the dirty was at a bar. Yes, it's not the most sanitary thing but it was still pretty good. The team had been drinking a lot and even Aaron and David were drinking more than they usually would. The reason being that the team had solved a very difficult case with little casualties.
Everyone was having a good day and you all decided to go to a nice bar that happened to be a couple of minutes from your apartment. You were having a nice night drinking and laughing with your team. As the night went on, they slowly started to trickle home. The first one to leave was Aaron saying that he should get home to Jack followed by JJ minutes later who said she missed Will, and you were pretty sure that meant she was in the mood.
David left about an hour after JJ and that surprised all of you because usually, he is the first one to leave. You told him this and he replied with, "Well my dear we all have our wild sides and mine just walked out of the front door and winked at me so I really think I should go."
You had always seen David as a father figure in your life, sure you had a present father, but it didn't hurt to have more, right? So, when the man you saw as helping fill that role told you this, you were disgusted. You made a face and turned to your remaining teammates.
You didn't want to go home because your apartment was empty and also you were having a good time. At around midnight Emily decided that she would go home and took Penelope and Derek with her because they were basically zombies at this point. At first you didn't realize that it was just you and Reid left but when you did you weren't happy.
You tried your best to be nice and now that you think back maybe you were too nice considering what happened that night. The bar closed at 3 A.M. but apparently you and Reid didn't think that was late enough, so you went back to your apartment.
From what you saw the next morning, or most accurately afternoon, was that when you guys got to your apartment you raided your fridge, put on a movie and just chilled. You don't know how you guys ended up having sex, but you honestly didn't want to know.
When you guys woke up in the same bed together naked you kind of put it together. You fucked again! Reid seemed to be very entertained by the thought of you guys doing it again. Once again you told him that it wouldn't happen again and once again you proved yourself wrong.
Once it happened for that third time you decided to just give up because if you were going to have sex with Reid, you didn't want him to think he was like some chick magnet so, whenever you would wake up next to him you would put on your clothes and leave. Or if he was at your apartment, you would get changed and go do something outside of your house and by the time you got back home, he would be gone. The only evidence he was there was the messy bed and condom in your bathroom trash can.
Even when you guys were on cases you would sneak into each other's rooms to have sex. As soon as you were done you would get dressed and the other would go back to their room.
The best part about it was that sometimes you guys had angry sex. You guys also somehow started getting into more small fights at work and once you guys would leave you would remember the things you guys said to each other during the day and then get even angrier and have sex. It was amazing, but you obviously would never admit that out loud to anyone.
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"That's not right Reid!"
"Yes, it is Y/L/N, you're just not smart enough to realize it. If you were to look at the pattern you would see that I am correct, like always."
"Actually Reid, if you used that supposed eidetic memory of yours you would recall that on our last case, I was the one who solved it. Why? Because you were so caught up in me being wrong that you missed an important sign about the unsub."
"Oh, really do you want to know something?"
"Tell me Reid! Tell me what makes you so special, go-ahead Reid."
"Enough!" Aaron yells.
He yelled at you. He's never yelled at you. He yells at unsubs but never in your years at the BAU has he yelled at you. You and Reid both stopped your fighting and looked over at him.
"I don't know what's gotten into the both of you over the last couple of months, but I suggest you stop before I have to punish both of you."
"Sorry Aaron."
"Sorry Hotch."
"Now both of you are going to figure this out together and if I hear you guys fighting, I will take you off of this case, understood?"
"Yes sir, we understand." you said at the same time.
"Good. Now get to work."
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That's how you guys spend most cases. Fighting, calling each other names, and then leaving and going to either of each other's apartments or hotel rooms and having very angry sex. You don't know why you guys did that. The fighting turned you guys on even more. Some people would tease each other but you guys got turned on by actually fighting. It's not a normal thing, but it's what gets you off so, why try to fight it?
You want to end the thing with Reid, in fact you should end it, but you can't. Every time you try to end it or say something about it you end up having sex with him. It's great sex, obviously or you wouldn't keep going back to him, but you should seriously stop.
You could get into so serious trouble, but man could you care less when you and Reid are fucking. Multiple times he has made you limp and left bruises and when that happens you could care less about any consequences you might face.
You are in some serious shit.
A/N: I remember the only reason this chapter existed was so I could tease the upcoming chapter and I'm pretty sure you can tell, because absolutely nothing of importance happens in this chapter. Nonetheless, I hope you enjoyed. Stay hydrated.
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