Is This Toxic?(Spencer Reid x Reader)

9) Jennifer Jareau

"Hey Y/N, are you okay?" JJ asks.

"Yeah, why?" you ask confused.

"Well because, you and Spence said you were going to get along for Hotch, but since you guys got back I haven't even seen you guys talk. Or interact, whatsoever. Did something happen?"

You could tell that she was actually concerned. You and JJ were pretty close. You were so close, you almost told her your darkest secret. The secret no one else knew, well at least no one else knew until Reid dug into your past. You swore to yourself you would never talk about it because it was too much. It was too traumatic. You often woke up from nightmares of the horrible memories you had. But, you never talked about it, you never admitted to yourself how much you actually suffered from it.

"We got into a fight. We got our stuff, came back, and we just kind of silently decided to not talk. If we don't talk, we don't fight. Simple as that." you tell her.

"Why don't you guys get along?" JJ asks curiously and genuinely confused.

"Not sure, ever since I started working here, we just haven't clicked. There was an incident that only made the problem worse, but that's just how it is I guess." You didn't have enough courage to look her in the eye because you were scared, she'd be able to profile you and see that the 'incident' was way worse than you made it out to be. So, she just let it go and walked over to some files and you were grateful that she accepted your answer.

"Have you found anything Garcia?" Aaron asks her impatiently. "No, I'm sorry sir. This guy is very hard to trace. I haven't found any recent information yet, but I won't give up. No one threatens my family and gets away with it. I will get something, I promise sir." she says while frantically typing.

"It's okay Garcia, do what you can." Aaron responds to her. Penelope nods at him and walks, well more like runs to her office to try and find any small thing she can.

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"I've got something! I've got something!" Penelope barges into the briefing room practically screaming, "Okay so, I thought the reason I couldn't find anything on him was because he was good at hiding but that's not the case. I'm not sure why I didn't think about it sooner, but this guy isn't tech smart. He just changed his last name to his mother's maiden name. The mother's maiden name was Trevor. Conner's grandparents on his mother's side were extremely wealthy and when they both passed of natural causes, they left everything to Conner, and I mean everything. They left him houses, money, boats, land, cars, anything you can think of, they had and gave it to him. And with my magical hands I was able to find out that one Conner Trevor has a house just 45 minutes away from here."

"Send us the-" Aaron doesn't finish when Penelope cuts him off.

"Address is already sent sir." he doesn't wait for her to say anything else; he just starts walking out of the room ushering us to follow. "The elevator will take too long; we'll take the stairs."

"Morgan, Reid, Prentiss, and Rossi go in one car. JJ, Y/N and I will go in another. We'll talk on the way there." Aaron says quickly as we rush down the stairs to the parking garage.

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"When we get to the house, I need Prentiss and Reid to go to the back and make sure he doesn't run into the woods behind it. Morgan and Y/N I want you each to go to a side door in case he decides to go one of those ways. And Rossi and JJ you're with me at the front of the house."

"Got it" everyone says.

"Hotch! Watch out!" You scream.

It was like a scene from a movie.

The other car was ahead of you because Rossi managed to get out of the parking garage before Hotch. Everything was going so well. You were on your way to the unsubs house to catch him before he could do anything bad. You were going to be able to go home today and sleep, not well because you've never slept well. At least not that you can remember. But you were only going to be kept awake because of one thing not two.

The car came out of nowhere. One second you were driving across a street and the next a car was hitting the side of the car you and Aaron are in. When the car initially hit you didn't really feel it. Granted you were knocked out almost instantly.

The part that sucked was that the others were a couple of miles ahead so it would take then a couple of minutes to get to you guys.

You weren't knocked out for long. You don't know if it was a blessing or a curse. Personally, you currently saw it as a curse.

Not only were you in excruciating pain, but you also had to see your closest friends be kidnapped.

You tried to stop it. You called out saying things like 'take me instead' or 'I'll be better leverage, take me.' Sadly, your arguments fell on deaf ears.

You saw him take JJ.

You saw Conner take her out of the car. You recognized him from the pictures Penelope had shown you guys back at the Bureau. Poor JJ couldn't even fight back because she was still unconscious. Once they left, you were left alone with your thoughts because Aaron still hadn't woken up, and God did you hate being alone with your thoughts, because you always think of the worst things.

Oh God, her family.

Who's going to tell Will and the boys?

And Aaron, is he okay? He has to be. He can't die, if he dies then poor Jack won't have any parents.

Also, where the hell is the team? Like seriously, how long does it take for them to get somewhere. They're federal agents in a government vehicle with their car sirens on .

You were also in a lot of pain. Your arm, your leg, your stomach, your head, basically everything, and it sucked.

Then you heard a sound you always found annoying, but right now, it was the most heavenly sound. Sirens. They were here. You tried your best to stay awake, but now that the team was here, you let sleep take over you, crossing your fingers that it was a temporary sleep you were going into and not a permanent one.

The last thing you remember from the car is looking out the window behind the passenger's seat and seeing your teammates running to the car. Then, everything was black.

A/N: read the note I had originally left on this chapter and the only reason I chose to have JJ kidnapped is because Spencer and reader both love her and since reader and Spencer aren't together yet, I thought it would be boring lol. Once again hoping you enjoyed.

- L