Ba Sing Se Boarding High

Was it Worth it

A/N I'm gonna skip the Zuko chapter this time around. I might pop a random one in later. TW rape/non-con. Sorry.

*Katara POV*

Sokka is at the door and wakes me up way too early. I march over to it. Toph is holding a bag full of something. 
"What do you boys want? It's the weekend for fuck sakes," 
"Shut up Sugar Queen, I'll explain later. We can keep these here. Let me know if you want them back," Sokka nods.
"Let's go, we need to find him," Sokka grabs Zuko's arm and they run off. I turn to Toph.
"What was that about?" I ask her. Nebula is still fast asleep. Lucky. 
"These. And Twinkle Toes," She hands me a bag full of sharp objects. It doesn't take me long to catch on.
"Aang? But he's the last person you would think would do that,"
"Everyone copes differently. Some coping methods aren't healthy," She takes the bag away from me and puts it in the dresser, and locks it. "If he comes asking for it, don't give it to him. I'm only giving them back if Sokka or Zuko asks," that makes sense. Don't enable someone who is going to hurt themself.

I better get ready. Jet had asked if we could celebrate our anniversary a day late, just so he had a bit more planning time. He was definitely going to make it much better if he had more time to get ready. I pulled out a nice shirt and a short skirt. I put them on over some leggings. I looked in the mirror. I looked good. I was meeting him at noon outside the school. I had some time so I decided to put on eyeliner. I had time to mess up and start over. (Eyeliner is horrible for putting on). It took me about half an hour to get it right. When I was done, I double-checked. Perfect. Maybe I should do something different with my hair. "Hair loopies" as Sokka calls them are great and all, but I think I should do something different. I think I'll do a french braid in the middle and leave the rest of my hair out. Yeah, that sounds good. It takes a bit, but I've still got time. (I would totally wear my hair like this if I didn't have shaved sides and I knew how to french braid) While I'm getting ready, Nebula wanders over. They look at me.
"Special occasion?" They ask.
"Yeah, three month anniversary,"
"You look thirty," They glance at me.
"What? You're being ridiculous,"
"Why do you have so much makeup on? You should use lipgloss instead of lipstick. It goes better with your outfit," they hand me a purple lipgloss. It would go better with my outfit.
"How do you know about this stuff? I thought you didn't want to be girly,"
"I just said that I don't want a feminine body. I like wearing makeup still," okay. I quickly wipe off the lipstick and put the lipgloss on instead.
"Do I look more like fifteen now?"
"Yeah, but your braid is crooked. Let me fix it," they sit behind me and do something with my hair. I pick up a hand mirror and look at it. It's cleaner and straighter than I could have made it.
"Thanks," I glance at the clock. "I should get going," They wave and start digging through their drawers to find something to wear.

I get to the front doors and see Aang rushing past me. He doesn't even look back. I guess Zuko and Sokka failed miserably. I deal with that later. Sokka is not the world's greatest emotional support. Jet sees me and walks over. He's wearing a black dress shirt, dress pants and a dark green tie. He looks great. He smiles at me. 
"I like what you did with your hair,"
"Thanks, Nebula helped me with it,"
"That freak who lives with you? You seriously trust them to touch your hair?"
"They're weird, not untrustworthy. Let's go to this mysterious place you've got planned," I snuggle up against him and put my foot up, causing him to smirk. He leads me outside and opens the car door for me. I get in and he climbs into the driver's side. We pull outside a hotel. It's one of the more expensive ones, with a top-notch restaurant. Very good. He opens the door for me again. I climb out. This will be a good anniversary.

TIMESKIP (I know, I'm sorry, but this chapter was going to be too long otherwise)
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After we eat, Jet leads me to a room. We didn't drink or anything, but I do feel like a nap. The bed is massive. Wait. Singular bed. But Jet would never do that to me unless I approved. (He totally would) I'm sure it's nothing to worry about. I kick my shoes off and lie down. Jet starts taking off his shirt.
"Wait Jet! I'm not ready for that yet," I sit up. He smiles devilishly.
"Come on Katara. This is going to be the best anniversary you'll ever have," He starts taking off my shirt. I can't do anything. There's no water here, and he's stronger than me. I try to resist, but it's no use. I was about to scream when he put his hand over my mouth. "Sorry, I can't let you do that," It doesn't take him long to strip me. I'm crying at this point. I would waterbend my tears, but he's got me pinned down. He wipes my tears off. "Now don't move. I have to take my pants off," He shoves a pillowcase into my mouth so I can't scream. My arms are numb and I can't move from fear. He sees me frozen. "Don't worry, I brought condoms. You won't have to deal with the after-effects of this," His stupid devilish smile stays on his face. I can't even move. My body seems to appreciate what's going on, but I seriously am not enjoying this. "You liked it, didn't you," He grins evilly. I'm crying harder than before. He throws my clothes back at me. "Here, you can leave now. I'm done," I get dressed so fast I don't even pay attention. I think my shirt is on backwards. I adjust it and run out of the hotel. I get back to school and into my dorm and collapse on the bed. No one else is here. This is horrible. I snuggle into my blankets and cry. I don't even care that mascara and eyeliner are running down my face. 

A/N I went to great lengths as to not describe it a) because I'm a virgin and b) because no one needs that described. Please remember that the body sometimes has reactions that counter how you're feeling. Katara's body was reacting because normally that feeling would be pleasurable. It wasn't in this scenario. Get help if this ever happens to you. This is a very serious issue. Just a reminder that this happens to men too. Do not laugh at a person who has this experience. It is NOT fun.