Sound of silence (SugaxReader)

23- flight not fight

~Third Person POV~

Kenma came home about an hour after his mom texted him. 'There's something here for you. Pretty important' He repeated to himself as he entered his house.

When he walked to his room he noticed the door was cracked open, which was weird since he always left it closed. As he pushed the door open, he dropped his bag and walked over to his bed.

Y/n was now awake and crying softly. He was surprised that she was here but he sat down next to her. She recognized his presence and looked up at the pudding-haired boy with sad eyes.

"Why aren't you at your house?" She laughed sadly. "Which one?" He turned on his TV and gaming console and handed Y/n a controller. "We have to beat Bowser's castle, come on" She gave him another soft, yet sad smile and sat up.

After an hour, Y/n finally spoke up. "You know Suga?" Kenma nodded."He was with another girl..." Her voice trailed off. "Isn't he your boyfriend?" She nodded and exhaled loudly. 

The two sat in comfortable silence for a few minutes. "Why aren't you with your brother?" She shrugged and flopped backward onto the bed, grabbing a pillow as she did so and buried her face in it.

"He's probably mad at me" She mumbled into the pillow. Kenma grabbed the pillow from her. "You should get some sleep. But we're going to see him tomorrow. I'm not gonna get attacked because you hid out here and no one knew." 

She laughed a little and slid under the covers. "Goodnight Kenma" "Whatever idiot" A smile appeared on his face after he said that.

Y/n rolled over and fell off the bed, hitting the ground with a yelp. She sat up quickly and a pillow hit her in the side of the head. "Shut up" Kenma mumbled as he was half asleep. 

"Do we have to go see Keiji?" Kenma groaned and sat up. "Yes. Now that you've woken me up- go get ready." 

Y/n tapped her thumbs against the wheel anxiously as she drove. When she pulled up at her old house she started playing with her hands. "Let's go" Kenma said as he got out. When he closed the door he looked back and Y/n hadn't moved.

He walked over to her side, opened the door, unbuckled her seatbelt, and pulled her out. He dragged her to the door and rang the doorbell. 

"COMING" A deep voice shouted from inside. A few seconds later Keiji swung the door open and dropped his apple when he saw Y/n. 

"What are you doing here?" He said surprised. She didn't meet his eyes. Instead, she looked around. "Y/n?" She felt her eyes beginning to tear up again. 

Keiji looked at Kenma, who frowned awkwardly. "Akaashi!" "AGASHEE WHAT'S TAKING YOU SO LONG?" Y/n panicked when she heard her two other friends' voices. They appeared behind her brother seconds later.

"Y/N!!" Kuroo shouted. "HEY HEY HEY" Bokuto yelled, louder than normal. Her phone buzzed and she looked down at it, seeing a text from Suga. 

Y/n's hands started to sweat and her breathing quickened, making her chest feel tight. 

"I ca-" She put her hand over her chest as she tried to breathe. "Y/n?" Her brother said concerned. All of the boys took a step closer. 

"I- I can't" Keiji approached Y/n carefully. "Y/n? Are you okay?" She continued to panic as thoughts flooded her mind.

Bokuto stepped towards her. He gently picked her up and pulled her into a tight hug, holding her close as she sobbed into his shoulder. 

She wrapped her legs around him and clung to him like she was going to lose him. Just like she lost Suga. 

"What happened?" He whispered. "I-I'm not enough for anyone" She cried just loud enough for everyone to hear. Bukuto walked over to the couch and sat down, the girl still attached to him. 

Keiji looked at Kenma and motioned towards the kitchen. Kuroo followed, leaving Y/n and Bokuto alone. 

As soon as the kitchen door closed Kenma spoke up. "Something happened between her and Sugawara." Keiji's face flushed with anger."Did she just get here?" "She got here yesterday." 

Kuroo sat down in one of the kitchen chairs. "She hasn't spoken with any of us- and then just shows up?" He sounded frustrated but hurt. 

"Didn't you just hear her idiot? She said she doesn't feel like enough for anyone. That includes us" Keiji looked like he was about to break something. "How did we not notice?" He asked himself. "She can only fake so many emotions at once"

In the living room, Y/n continued to cry on Bokuto's shoulder. "Was-was I not enough? Was she better?" She let out a sad laugh. "Who am I kidding? Everyone deserves more than I can give them" She whimpered.

Bokuto had tears running down his face as he listened to her go on. He felt awful as he replayed every time he talked over her, every time he made fun of her, every time she hung out with them and felt so out of place.

"I'm so sorry we never noticed" He whispered. He said as he pulled her closer. Her sobs grew louder and were now echoing throughout the house. 

The three boys ran out of the kitchen and looked at Y/n and Bokuto who were both crying messes. "Kuroo, Kenma, go out and get snacks and ice cream. I'll grab the blankets and the movies" 

Back in Miyagi, the boys were about to start practice, but everyone was looking around for Y/n. "Hey Sugawara-senpai, have you seen Y/n-san?" Yamaguchi asked. Suga shook his head. 

"Is she coming to practice?" Hinata asked as he looked outside the gym. "I don't know why she wouldn't" 

After practice, Yams called Y/n and she didn't pick up, so he called her house and her dad picked up. The boy put the phone on speaker and everyone gathered around. Everyone except Suga, who had already left.

"Hello?"

"Mr. Akaashi? Hi, this is Yamaguchi Tadashi and I go to Karasuno with Y/n. I was calling because she wasn't at practice."

"Y/n isn't here, she's going to be gone a few days. She didn't tell you?" 

"No sir. Do you know where she is?"

"No idea, sorry kid" 

"It's okay. Sorry for bothering you, have a good night." 

"So then where's Y/n?" The boys stared at each other with concern written all over their faces.