It's coming back in full force,
My eyes are wet,
They never dry,
She's grabbing a hold of me,
and ripping me apart,
The darkness is clouding over me,
Waiting for me to break once more,
A dark killer cloud lurking in the shadows,
Always waiting,
Always lurking,
My thoughts are dark,
No one must know,
I need to hide,
I need to run,
I need to release,
I must stay strong,
I must not depend,
I must not weaken,
I am not sorry for who I am,
I am sorry for what I do,
I am not okay,
I know this now,
I want no help but my own,
But I may have no choice,
She's tearing off my clothes, my skin, my bones, until,
She reaches my heart, and there is nothing left,
I'm a hollow shell,
How did I get here?
What have I become?
When will it end?
