She does not know what I have done,
She does not know who I have become,
She does not know about my thoughts,
She does not know my mind is tied in knots,
She doesn't get it,
The voices tell me its right,
I can't drag her down with me,
I'm not that strong,
I want the worst,
I want the blade,
She can't see the blood I've made,
She blames it on others that I care for as well,
But they have nothing to do with it,
They do not know,
But they will not drown when I leave,
I care too much to drown her with me,
