Life is a bitch,
You think everything is great, then worse happens,
Life sees you smile and kicks you down,
It does not apologize,
In fact, it beats you with a smile on it's face,
I'm sick of having my breath knocked out of me,
All I want is to really breathe,
And I want to do so without my gut clenching,
I want to do so without tears running down my face,
I want my life to start,
I want to not...
I want to love without sacrifice of another,
I want silence,
I want to feel a little more like me again.