The blade is so tempting,
It's shiny and powerful,
It can dull the pain inside even if it's just for a little while,
I want to see my blood on that blade,
He has hurt me for the last time,
I want to end it all,
I can't,
I'm a coward,
I'm scared,
I'm sorry,
He did this,
He's blind and stupid,
Just as I am an ugly, fat, worthless piece of shit!
It's his fault!
I'm sorry!