Some days are worse than others,
Somedays I cannot feel a thing,
Somedays "mirror" comes to haunt me,
And somedays all of the old thoughts come back and scare the shit out of me,
Somedays I get so bad that just someone talking can make me explode,
Somedays everything feels wrong and I have to rethink everything I've ever said or done,
Somedays I hurt the people closest to me because I can't bring myself to care,
And somedays all I can do is stare at a wall, numb, unable to move because it's too much effort,
Somedays I want to tell someone, anyone, what goes through my mind,
Somedays I have to hold everything in,
Somedays it feels like my mother can see right through me,
And somedays I'm tempted to go for the blade,
But somedays I'm glad I don't because somedays everything is okay,
The pills work just fine, but I believe I am addicted to the pain,
Somedays I can see a future for myself.
