Lost friends

35 - Emotional Colors

Deku POV
I have been asleep for three days? I'm surprised that Katchan doesn't seem to have much of a problem. Before I fell in the coma he was depressed and he was to afraid to be without me but now it's different. He looks happy and left the room without being forced but voluntarily. Maybe it's because of the therapy he talked about or his friends who took care of him. I'll ask him later. Katchan also said that Iida's brother was killed. I hope Iida will be fine. I feel weird. It's like I don't care about him. It's like I don't care about anyone but Katchan. Maybe my brain was damaged. I hope it is nothing serious. I should tell a doctor. He'll know what's wrong.
I snap out of my thoughts when the door is pushed open and Katchan enters with a doctor. They smile at me but I give back a emotionless face. This seems to surprise Katchan.
Bakugou: Izu? Are you okay?
Deku: I don't know. I feel weird.
Doctor: What do you mean with that?
Deku: I feel like nothing matters except Katchan. He told me that the brother of one of my best friends died but I don't care. Do I have a brain damage or something?
Both Katchan and the doctor are starring at me surprised. Katchan sits down next to me and looks at me worried.
Doctor: No. We made tests when you came here because we didn't know why you where sleeping. We also made brain scans but everything was normal.
Bakugou: The doctor who looked after me to find out why I lost control said that I have atleast five quirks I know nothing about. Could it be that one of them made him like this?
He has so many quirks? I didn't even knew that.
Doctor: Yes. I suggest that you go home. Maybe it will go away from it's own. Most quirks with abilities like that are only temporary. If it stays you can make an appointment.
Deku: Sounds good but I should probably not decide this. Like I said don't care about anything right now.
Bakugou: We should call his mother. She lives close by. I know that she's home. My mother is visiting her right now. Inko should decide.
Doctor: I'll take care of that. She would have been called anyways so that she would know that her son is awake. Please stay in this room. I'll be back in a few minutes. I suggest that you try to stand up and walk.
Deku: Okay.
He enters the door and I look over to Katchan. He looks worried so I hug him.
Deku: Are you okay?
Bakugou: Not only did I hurt you but also did I take your care for others away from you. You cared for people your for whole life and now you don't even care for the death of Iida's brother.
Deku: It's okay. I'm still able to worry. Only that I'm now only worrying about you and no one else. That's okay. I love you and want to take care of you.
Bakugou: Why are you so cute when you're like that.
Deku: My old feelings didn't get erased but they got replaced by my love for you.
Bakugou: I love you too but you should know that I'll leave you alone every second day for two hours.
Deku: Why?
Bakugou: Therapy. I can't take anyone with me. Sorry.
Deku: That's okay. I'll find something I can do. You need this therapy. I don't want you to loose control again.
Bakugou: You amaze me Izu.
[timeskip]
Bakugou POV
I hope that it really was a quirk that took his feelings for anyone and anything besides me because if the villains are the reason, I wouldn't be able to bring his feelings back.
Deku: Are you okay?
Bakugou: Yeah. Why?
Deku: You looked angry and your fangs were growing bigger.
Bakugou: I was just thinking.
Deku: Thinking about what?
Bakugou: I erased your emotions. This is all my fault.
Deku: No! It isn't! Dad didn't tell you about the quirks he gave you so it's his fault, not yours!
He was right. His care for others didn't get erased but replaced by love for me.
Bakugou: Thank you.
Deku: Sure!
Someone knocks at the door.
Bakugou: Come in!
A nurse enters but stops next to the door.
Nurse: Hello Mister Midoriya, Mister Bakugou. I'm here to inform you that your parents and a few of your teachers including your principal arrived. They are informed about what happened to you and your current state. If your ready, please follow me. I'll bring you to them.
Deku: Okay.
He stands up but falls to the ground. I was able to catch him.
Bakugou: What happened?
Deku: I guess my legs are to weak to carry me. I wasn't prepared for that.
Nurse: I could give you a wheelchair.
Deku: No! Crutches are enough.
The nurse walks out of the room but comes back immediately after with two crutches in her hands.
Nurse: Are you sure it will be enough?
Deku: Yes. If not then Katchan has to help me.
I hear anger in his voice. I think the nurse hears it too. She's scared of him even if he can't even walk. I don't think that he's angry at the nurse but angry at himself. He hates it to feel weak.
Bakugou: Yeah. I'm going to help you but I think you'll be fine on your own. Abywasys we should go now.
Deku: Yeah, let's go!
[timeskip]
Aizawa POV
The problem children take their time to come. I'm in a room with Inko Midoriya, Mitsuki and Masaru Bakugou, Allmight and Nezu. It's good that it's completely silent in the room but I still can't sleep because of the tension in the room. It's there since Midoriya's doctor told us that he didn't have feelings for anyone and anything besides his boyfriend. I can see his mother holding back tears. I told her that tears would make it even worse. When he would enter and she would hug him for comfort, he wouldn't comfort her. He wouldn't even feel something while seeing her cry which would make it even more painful.
A nurse enters the room.
Nurse: I'm sorry for letting you wait for so long. The two boys are now here.
Bakugou enters first and then Midoriya with crutches to prevent him from falling. After entering he lets himself fall on a chair and looks around the room. His eyes are completely empty. His usual emerald eys are now black.
Deku: Hello.
His voice is just as empty as his eyes. No one is able to answer him besides Nezu who actually seems exited about this.
Nezu: Hello Midoriya. It's good that your awake, even if your emotions are gone.
Deku: My emotions aren't gone. I just don't care about anyone or anything besides Katchan. Don't confuse that!
Nezu: Oh sorry. You're right I can hear a little bit of anger in your voice. Wait, did your eye color change.
Everyone looks at him or more specific his eyes.
Aizawa: Yes they did. They were black a few seconds ago and are now red. Are your eye colors changing depending on how you feel?
Bakugou: I have an idea. Don't get mad at me or something.
He turns Midoriya's head and kisses him who blushes in return. After letting go he looks in his eyes and lets his face go back to us. His eyes are now a light pink.
Bakugou: I guess they are. They are pink now.
Allmight: We should do a list of colors matching to his emotions.
Deku: Okay. My normal state without emotions is black, my anger is red and my love is pink.
He mumbles a something. I think Bakugou has a bad idea. He looks suspicious. He screams at him. This surprised Midoriya so hard that he even looks scared.
Bakugou: His fear is purple.
Nezu writes it on a paper while Midoriya's eyes turn green.
Deku: Don't do that again. Please.
He sounds so soft and shy. I could barely hear him.
Aizawa: Do you think this was embarrassment?
Deku: I think so. Was it another color?
Mitsuki: Yes. Your eyes turned green. How are we going to test some other feelings like happiness or sadness.
Bakugou: I know something for both but this would be my last idea. I could just take this list and add something new whenever I see it.
Nezu: Good. What's your idea for sadness and happiness?
He doesn't answer just whispers something in his boyfriend's ear. His eyes turn yellow while he starts to smile but not long later they turn blue while he lowers his head.
Bakugou: Did you see two different colors?
Inko: Yes. In the beginning he was smiling and his eyes were a bright yellow but a few seconds later they turned blue and he looked sad.
Nezu: What did you tell him?
Bakugou: I told him that I would be there for him but that I had therapy tomorrow evening and that I can't take him with me.
Deku: That's not fair.
Nezu: Now to you Bakugou. The doctor who explained what happened to Midoriya told us that you found out about a new quirk and registered it. What is it?
Bakugou: It's called Transformation. I can change parts of my appearance or the appearance of someone else. This includes having another hair style, switching my gender, and many more. I could also use mutation type quirks.
Nezu: Really? Could you show us something.
Bakugou: Sure. But I'm only showing a mutation quirk. Nothing more. And you have to close your eyes.
Mitsuki: Why? Are you shy?
Bakugou: It just doesn't work if someone watches.
Bakugou POV
Everyone closed their eyes so I start to activate my quirk.
Bakugou: You can open your eyes now.
They open their eyes and look at me in awe. I grew myself two large wings like Hawks has. I turn to Izu who writes something in his Notebook. WAIT! WERE DID THIS THING COME FROM!?
Nezu: This is truly incredible but we have to make sure that you two are save.
Deku: Why?
Aizawa: You two together are able to use every quirk of the world as long as you know them. If the villains would capture you and make you one of them then we would loose against you without a chance.
(A/N
I decided to change Deku's quirk so he can't use any quirk but every emitter quirk. If you don't know what that means: Emitter quirks are quirks wich don't come with a mutation. A few examples are: One for All, Explosion, Ereaser...)
He's right but they can't protect me from the villains if I'm already one of them.
Deku: And how do you want to do that?
Allmight: You always have to stay together besides while young Bakugou's therapy. He isn't allowed to bring someone else with him. We have to think about a solution for that.
Bakugou: You don't have to worry. I'm not the only hero student who is there. We can protect eachother. If a teacher would drive me there everything would be fine.
Nezu: I guess we'll find someone who'd drive you.
Allimght: Am I allowed to finnish now?
Bakugou and Nezu: Sorry!
Allmight: Thank you. The last rule you two have is that every time you leave the school grounds you have to inform a teacher where you go. I suggest that you only go to places wich are full of people. It's safer.
Deku: Why do you even think that we'd join the league.
Aizawa: We have to reasons. First they could be able to brainwash you and second we don't know if you wouldn't say yes Midoriya. You care about nothing so why wouldn't you join?
Deku: Because I still have some sense. I also try to make my decisions in such a way that I have no regrets when I find my way back to my normal self.
How am I supposed to be a villain while constantly being watched?