A girl having challenges with her sexuality coming from a rough past when she encounters a special woman...but she is already seeing a guy and with this confusion she will have to eventually choose between love and like..will she love her and like h...
A/N I guess warning 🤷♀️ this is a little steamy you can skip if you wish. I know you're gonna read it anyway though. 🤫
Lilith's POV
Yesterday brother being so 'thorugh' with Ren, by thorough I meen vague as hell...he not even told her his name. Why is my brother treating Renesme like shit but also giving her responsibilities of a capo after just joining. I mean she does deserve it but I don't want him to get her killed she's not ready yet, not so soon.
She mine and mine alone, I will protect her always.
Ren had to stay in the estate for a week to get her fully initiated and informed about what is required of her seeing that she's actually a capo but she can't be immediately promoted. I didn't tell her though, brother's orders not mine.
I made sure to have her take the room beside mine so that I could visit her room at nights during her stay here.
"Good morning Lily" she and my brother is the only one allowed to call me that. She extended her bright smile as she sees me holding two cups of coffee, I figured the kitchen being so big she wouldn't be familiar with where the essentials are. I give her the cup of coffee I brought for her.
"Hey Ren you ready for our training, grab your coffee and gear we are going to the gym" I finish the last of my coffee leaving the cup on the counter for the cleaning lady. I start walking towards the direction of the gym , soon after I hear Renesme's shoes squeaking on the hardwood floors following behind me.
We get to the gym, the ring part is a little dusty as I pull apart the elastic chord, dust line is formed in my hand as I let go of the chord.
Renesme looks around in awe, admiring the open space. Not too long after she joins me in the ring. She quickly finishes her coffee and starts warming up on one side of the ring, practicing her jabs.
While I'm just sitting and the other end admiring her body as she gets ready for my training, my arms crossed waiting on her to finish.
We exchange a few blows ...this practice feels boring as both of us are silently just panting with sweat dripping from our bodies.
"Can we take a break now Lilly" she asks between breaths we have been at this for over an hour now...both receiving a few bruises.
"Sure" I answer starting to take of my wrap, I look across the ring to see her pressed against the ring corner just panting with her head rolled back exposing her neck to me.
I couldn't help it as I corner her putting two hand as both her sides she brings her head to look at me positioning her head close to mine as we both breathed each other's air.
Close enough to connect..I tease her by reaching to her ear "Why do you keep looking so sexy?" I position my head even closer to her lips she is looking downward, I use finger to tilt her head up to look at me"always teasing me" I say as I brush my lips against hers as she releases a soft moan but quick to mask it."I want to hear you moan louder Renesme" I close the gap between us...
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Narrator POV~
Renesme responded, wrapping her arms around her, and Lilith deepened the kiss. In that moment she knew immediately why she'd never done this before.
This was intimate. So frighteningly intimate. Part of her wanted to recoil. To run. To tear her flawed, human skin off and disappear and never be seen again. It was more powerful than anything in her existence. It filled her senses. It ripped down her doubts about being bisexual, every last one of them . The sensation ricocheted through her body, leaving her weak.
Renesme did not do weak anymore, her brain told her to stop because she has a boyfriend but Renesme's body just kept on releasing sensual moans echoing throughout the gym.
Renesme's POV
My body really be doing me bad as I'm moaning as Lily trails kisses from behind my ear, as she reaches my collar bone I latch on to her neck as I tilt my head back so as to give her more access to my collar bone.
She comes back to my lips but pause and looks at me. I take this as the right opportunity as she has removed het hand from the ropes.
"I'm not gay you know ...I'm with Jack" I breathlessly say to her as she realizes I moved and is now in the middle of the ring. She walks slowly towards me with hungry eyes. I step back only to trip over her bag.
Now laying flat in in the ring she puts a knee in between my legs as she cages my head as she looks at my eyes then to my lips while biting her lips. I like it when she does that.
"Let me change that"
She lowers her body onto mine making contact with my swollen lips once more. I moan as her plump lips move, she pulls away, I pull her back to feel the heat from her kiss once more as I deepen the kiss as I run my hand in her hair as she moans in response and speeds up the kiss.
A/N I honestly don't know how this scene was I have no idea what girls do...but I tried to research just for the Lilith lovers❤👩💻
