Tuve que cambiar de sueño (BNHA fanfic)

cap XXI: till i forget about you

Los días pasaron, aun estaba devastado por culpa de la muerte de Matthias y de kyo, me siento vacío, sin ganas de nada. En estos días rex ha venido a verme, también se le ve devastado, tal parece que no ha bailado ni comido en algunos días, en mi caso solo no he cantado de nuevo desde ese día.

Las chicas también han intentado animarme, al igual que mama y eri... no quiero permanecer así, debo sonreír por los demás, debo cumplir mi sueño y hacer orgulloso a math y a kyo, debo demostrar de lo que soy capaz...

Me levante de la cama, con esfuerzo me acerque a la silla de ruedas. Hice todo lo respectivo a mi aseo personal, y ya arreglado me encamine al estudio para grabar, salude a todos y simplemente me adentre a la cabina, comenzando a grabar algunas canciones, algunas mías sobre todo... pero eso no arreglaba el vacío que tenia en mi interior, era extraño , parecía un vacío que no se llenaría con nada ni por nada. Al terminar de grabar fui hasta el centro y finalmente llegue a un bar en muy mal estado, tan mal estado que la puerta estaba en el suelo, me adentre con cuidado y al fondo, en la barra recargado se encontraba tomura shigaraki, melancólico y con aires de tristeza que salían por todo el lugar .

-Tenko, ¿Qué haces aquí?

shigaraki: Recordando mis viejos tiempos... tras esta barra debía de estar el camarero, nuestro portal, mi guía en el camino que tome... quien consideraba un padre kurugiri, pero murió por culpa de all for one, por allá en la mesa debieron estar dabi, toga y compress, jugando póker y decirle tramposo a compress ... asesinados por una viga de metal en el estomago... En el sillón estaría twice, actuando bipolar como siempre, murió por culpa de una bala de aire ...

-los extrañas ¿no es así?

shigaraki: eran mi familia, por supuesto que los extraño, solo dime ¿por que sobreviví yo?¿por que no pude ir con ellos?

mirando las paredes y todo alrededor, intentando sacar los recuerdos que el lugar mantenía, supongo que todas las personas tienen un gran vacío en su interior , vacío que busca ser llenado de alguna forma.

-seguimos vivos porque tenemos otras misiones, porque las personas que nos dejaron esperan que hagamos algo para que descansen en paz... una vez el señor ramiro menciono que para liberar todo aquello que tienes guardado, todo aquello que encierra y tortura tu alma debe salir cantando... inténtalo quizás te ayude

shigaraki: parece ser que no soy el único que lo necesita ¿cierto?

negué, para después moverme con la silla y ponerme detrás de la barra, donde desempolve una botella de tequila y serví dos copas, una para el y una para mi. Shigaraki solo esbozo una ligera sonrisa y tomo su copa con cuatro dedos, oliendo el alcohol y el olor característico del tequila. tome mi celular y puse un ritmo muy carcateristico.

=lose yourself-eminem=

-Look

If you had
One shot
Or one opportunity
To seize everything you ever wanted
In one moment
Would you capture it
Or just let it slip?Yo
His palms are sweaty, knees weak, arms are heavy
There's vomit on his sweater already, mom's spaghetti
He's nervous, but on the surface he looks calm and ready
To drop bombs, but he keeps on forgettin'
What he wrote down, the whole crowd goes so loud
He opens his mouth, but the words won't come out
He's chokin', how, everybody's jokin' now
The clocks run out, times up, over, blaow
Snap back to reality, ope there goes gravity
Ope, there goes Rabbit, he choked
He's so mad, but he won't give up that easy? No
He won't have it, he knows his whole back's to these ropes
It don't matter, he's dope, he knows that, but he's broke
He's so stagnant, he knows, when he goes back to this mobile home, that's when it's
Back to the lab again, yo, this whole rhapsody
Better go capture this moment and hope it don't pass himYou better lose yourself in the music, the moment
You own it, you better never let it go
You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow
This opportunity comes once in a lifetimeYou better lose yourself in the music, the moment
You own it, you better never let it go
You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow
This opportunity comes once in a lifetime
You betterHis soul's escaping, through this hole that is gaping
This world is mine for the taking
Make me king, as we move toward a New World Order
A normal life is borin', but super stardom's close to post mortem
It only grows harder, only grows hotter
He blows, it's all over, these hoes is all on him
Coast to coast shows, he's known as the Globetrotter
Lonely roads, God only knows, he's grown farther from home, he's no father
He goes home and barely knows his own daughter
But hold your nose 'cause here goes the cold water
These hoes don't want him no mo', he's cold product
They moved on to the next schmo who flows, he nose dove and sold nada
So the soap opera is told and unfolds, I suppose it's old partna, but the beat goes on
Da-da-dum, da-dum, da-daYou better lose yourself in the music, the moment
You own it, you better never let it go
You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow
This opportunity comes once in a lifetimeYou better lose yourself in the music, the moment
You own it, you better never let it go
You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow
This opportunity comes once in a lifetime
You betterNo more games, I'ma change what you call rage
Tear this motherfuckin' roof off like two dogs caged
I was playin' in the beginnin', the mood all changed
I been chewed up and spit out and booed off stage
But I kept rhymin' and stepped right in the next cypher
Best believe somebody's payin' the Pied Piper
All the pain inside amplified by the
Fact that I can't get by with my nine to
Five and I can't provide the right type of
Life for my family 'cause man, these goddamn food stamps don't buy diapers
And its no movie, there's no Mekhi Phifer
This is my life and these times are so hard
And it's getting even harder tryna feed and water my seed, plus
Teeter totter, caught up between bein' a father and a prima donna
Baby mama drama, screamin' on her, too much
For me to wanna stay in one spot, another day of monotony's
Gotten me to the point, I'm like a snail I've got
To formulate a plot or end up in jail or shot
Success is my only motherfuckin' option, failure's not
Mom, I love you, but this trailer's got to go, I cannot grow old in Salem's Lot
So here I go, is my shot
Feet, fail me not, this may be the only opportunity that I gotYou better lose yourself in the music, the moment
You own it, you better never let it go
You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow
This opportunity comes once in a lifetimeYou better lose yourself in the music, the moment
You own it, you better never let it go
You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow
This opportunity comes once in a lifetime
You betterYou can do anything you set your mind to, man.