Breaking The Code (Anakin Skywalker x Reader)

Chapter 2

(y/n) POV:

I leaned in, closer and closer. Anakin didn't make any move to indicate that I should stop.

Why is he not stopping me? Doesn't he think this is weird?

I tried resisting my movements but the temptations just kept growing as I got closer. My nose touched his, and I looked down at his lips. They were slightly chapped, but also looked smooth, if that even was possible.

This is your best friend. Don't do this. He'll never want to talk to you again.

His thumb gently caressed my chin, and he was looking down at my lips absentmindedly, as if lost in thought. I whimpered inaudibly at his touches and how they made me melt into him. Even with how close we were, I was still wanting more of the physical contact I was craving from the alcohol. I finally ignored the protesting voice in my head, and did what I needed to do.

The moment our lips touched, Anakin hesitated, and didn't move. His lips were so soft despite being chapped and I relished the feeling of them on mine. I've never kissed anyone before, but now I see why people talk about it in such a positive way. My current need for physical contact was becoming satiated by his lips, and that plus the alcohol sent a high straight to my brain. I pulled away and looked into his blue eyes; they were wide with shock and confusion. I could tell I had caught him completely off guard, but his then expression changed into something unreadable. I paused and considered my next move carefully. I probably should've apologized, told him that it was a mistake and won't happen again, but I didn't.

I couldn't stop myself as I grabbed his face in my hands and kissed him again, with as much confidence as I could muster. This time he kissed back and ran his fingers through my hair, then moved them down all the way from my neck to my hips.

Anakin broke the kiss to push me onto my back and climb over me. I gasped in surprise at his sudden dominance and felt a wave of pleasure snake through my stomach. I wrapped my arms around his neck and brought his lips back to mine, embracing every desire I had to touch him. Then he growled and aggressively bit my lip which caused me to gasp again, giving him the chance to slide his tongue in.

I felt thousands of butterflies erupt in my stomach, spreading immense euphoria throughout my entire body, and it was unlike anything I had ever felt before. My heart was pounding, and I thought it would burst out of my chest at any second. In this moment, I didn't even think about how this was my best friend who I've known since we were younglings, and how this is going to change our friendship. I didn't think about how we were in the Jedi temple, breaking the most important rule of the code. I didn't think about anything.

But then, the moment ended as Anakin abruptly pulled away and took a few steps back from me. I sat up and looked at him, confused. He touched his lips with his fingers and looked at me with the most horrified expression I've ever seen. "Why.....why did you do that?"

How do I answer that?

"I-I um.....I didn't—"

He didn't give me time to respond and slammed his fist on one of my desks. I sharply inhaled and watched as he brought his fist to his forehead and groaned, turning his back to me.

Then everything was silent. The only sounds were our breathing and the faint ambiance of of the outside world of Coruscant. I concentrated on the force, and felt that he was afraid, angry, and conflicted.

"I'm sorry." I whispered just audible enough for him to hear. Why was he so upset? He decided to kiss me back. He slowly spun back to look at me and sighed, crossing his arms as if he was about to scold a child for stealing candy. "Look, you're drunk and probably really out of it. Let's just pretend that this never happened, okay?"