Breaking The Code (Anakin Skywalker x Reader)

Chapter 40

Anakin POV:

After letting Obi-Wan comfort me through my breakdown, I was reluctant to leave the safety of my room. I cringed thinking about my sudden outburst in front of everyone and how I just stormed off like a child after throwing a tantrum. Of all the embarrassing moments I've subjected myself to, this is definitely at the top spot.

But I especially felt bad for Ahsoka; hardly five minutes after her arrival and I'm already ruining it for her.

"I wouldn't worry too much, Anakin. It's not like she hasn't seen you throw tantrums before." Obi-Wan smirked as we prepared to leave my room.

I rolled my eyes, "You're not helping. Besides, it's been a long time since we've seen her, and this is the impression of myself I've given her. I'm her Master, she shouldn't have to see me like that." I shook my head.

"You're not her Master anymore, Anakin." Obi-Wan reminded me gently. "And I don't mean that in a negative way, I simply want you to remember that she's moved on from the Jedi. She's grown and matured on her own path, and I could easily see that just by spending a few minutes with her. I also want you to remember this so that you don't feel pressured into putting on a perfect formal persona for her like you used to." He smirked from whatever memories he was reliving of my early days as a Master.

I smiled, "You're right. She has matured, and her confidence is far beyond what it used to be back at the Temple. I remember how hurt I was to watch her leave, but I see now that it was the right choice for her." And I mean that. No one truly realized it at the time, but she saw through the lies and hypocrisy of the Council and decided to do something about it. That takes guts; leaving behind the only life you've ever known for an uncertain future. But I'm proud of her for standing up for herself and transforming her life for the better, despite the situation with the Empire.

"But regardless of where she is now, she'll always be my apprentice at heart." I'm not much of a sap, but Ahsoka is one of the few important people in my life who I'll be one for.

Obi-Wan nodded once, smiling admirably. He sighed and tilted his head towards the closed door in front of us, "Are you ready now to face the music?" He asked half-heartedly, referring to the rest of the group who were still in the main room.

I didn't even attempt conceal the cringe that crept onto my features again. "Or I could just crawl back under the covers of my bed and never come out?" I suggested, making my voice slightly higher at the end for extra effect.

Obi-Wan smirked and shook his head, "Nice try. You should know by now that I would drag you out there either way."

"Of course you would." I grumbled. I understand that he's just trying to help, but it doesn't change the fact that I made a complete fool of myself. And the knowledge that (y/n) is here; actually here and alive, is making my stomach churn. I have no idea what to expect.

As if reading my mind he wrapped his arm around my shoulder and gave it a quick squeeze, "Remember I am with you, Anakin. Everything will be alright."

I chuckled, "What did I do to deserve a brother like you?"

"I ask myself the same thing every day." He deadpanned with a dramatic sigh.

I rolled my eyes, playfully knocking my shoulder into his. In all seriousness though, I wouldn't be where I am today if it wasn't for Obi-Wan. He raised me, picked me up when I've fallen, called me out on my mistakes even when I didn't want to hear it. I'm grateful for every moment.