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ANOTHER LOVE 𝘮. 𝘺𝘢𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘢

subtle weathering with you spoilers !

Today was filled cliche, it was the ones you see in movies. Just an hour ago, it was raining. There was a girl who was speaking to a boy but suddenly she ran, she ran in the rain. She didn't care whether or not her clothes were getting soaked or that she was getting stares thrown her way.

It must've been a breakup, or she got rejected. But it doesn't concern me anyway.

It's still raining here in Tokyo, it awfully reminds me of Weathering with You.. but hopefully the situation here isn't exactly like that because that's scary but also kind of cool. Imagine it was just a normal day, it starts raining but you meet somebody who can pray to the heavens then boom it's sunny.

And you realize that they're the main characters of their own cool, adventure world. That's a great story to talk about, to boast, but that costed the person's life and I'm not sure I want to go through that.

I sighed and shrugged off all my thoughts and went back to facing my laptop screen, my fingers hovering the keyboard to continue typing my 500 word essay about the person I love but my hands wouldn't move. There was a girl I had feelings for, I loved her with every inch of my being but even so, I didn't know what to type.

I decided that, that was enough thinking for me today as I chugged down my cold coffee and left the cafe. I sighed as I remember that I left my umbrella in my office, it was located in a farther part of Tokyo and I decided to just buy a cheap, see-through one in a nearby convenience store.

I walked around even though it was raining, I didn't love the rain but it's not like I hated it either. Maybe I just didn't like my clothes getting wet but I can't really do anything about that.

After walking around with no destination in mind, I found a spot near a lake. There was a small hut and I went to it and sat down. I breathed in and out a few couple times before taking out my laptop once again and with that, I suddenly had the right words to say and put in my essay.

I was halfway done when I heard laughing, I looked around but turned back to my laptop and with that, I finally finished. It got over 500 but it wasn't too much. I closed my laptop, put it back into my bag and sighed while I relaxed and listen to the rain pounding on the ground.

I hear laughing once again, but it was from two familiar voices. I wanted to keep my eyes closed and just relax but my eyes betrayed me and there I saw an awful sight. I swore I wished I was blind, seeing her, Mika get back with her ex was an awful sight.

Maybe I shouldn't have had wrote my essay about her, it wasn't like we were going to work out anyway. She screamed, 'straight' and her being with Daishou proved that. I had my hopes up for no reason.

"Just because she hung out with you for a couple of times, it doesn't mean she reciprocates your feelings."

It was a sight I didn't want to see, I felt my chest tighten and a lump formed in my throat but my eyes were stuck like glue on them. They looked so happy together, them in the rain, sharing an umbrella..

It hurt my feelings really bad but that was my fault, if I had told her maybe... No, even if I did tell her, she still wouldn't like me back.

—a/n
it's kinda shitty i dont rly like it but whatever but omfg can you believe that i wrote this all in one go??? LIKE TF WHERE DID I GET THE MOTIVATION? gah dayum anyways did you enjoy??

also, did anyone else see the other makoto shinkai movie reference? if you saw it, try to guess which movie LMAO