NOBODY • f!r Give me one good honest kiss and I'll be all right
— (!) insecurities; being compared to siblings, etc. internal homophobia, foul language, bullying, depression (?), implied sewer slidal thoughts. b/n = brother's name
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Everything you ever worked hard for, every achievement you achieved, every medal the whole world could ask for... was deemed useless in the eyes of your parents when they hear your brother do so much better than you.
All this time, you've never felt inferior to the opposite gender because you knew you had different strengths, you couldn't say the same for the same gender, though. But since your extended family had all male children, you were never worried about feeling inferior to anyone.
You were even looked up to by all of them as they were younger than you.
Over the years, you all grew up. To other people, it may seem weird to see that there were only male children in your parents' families, but you dismissed them. And gladly, nothing changed between you and your cousins.
That was until your brother decided to break free from his lazy nature and wanted to work harder. You didn't hate him, neither did he hate you, but seeing that he used to be such a sloth and suddenly become so successful in just a knick of time...
This fucking sucks.
"Y/N, can't you be more like your brother?" One time, your mother sighs as she looks down on her food, playing with it using her silverware.
Your brother looked at her weirdly then turned to you, despite not speaking or mouthing a word, you knew what he wanted to ask but you just shrugged.
Every time you four gather at the dining table, it would always be, "B/N, why can't you be like your sister?" But it seems the tables have turned.
Though, you ignored everything your mother had to say before putting your plates away and decided to push yourself too hard. You expected praises from your mother, seeing that you were surrounded with nothing but books and learning materials, yet it only earned you an earful.
"I can't believe you. Such a try-hard. Worthless girl. Oh, you bring me nothing but stress. I can't believe this! I'm wasting my money on hospital bills when you just passed out." She says, glaring at you as she sat across you from your bed. But you didn't bother looking at her knowing that tears would just fall from your eyes if you were to move.
