𝐅𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐓

FROM AFAR 𝘴. 𝘬𝘰𝘶𝘴𝘩𝘪

Sitting in my seat beside Asahi, I let out a sad sigh. "Is there something wrong?" He asked, diverting his attention from his book to my face on the table.

"Yeah..." I truthfully admitted, that was enough for him to close his book, and give his full attention to me, "Wanna talk about it?"

"Well, you see, the problem is me." I said, letting out a shaky sigh. The scene I had witnessed back then while I walked from Yachi's class back to mine, it was like getting killed but for no reason at all, like a random player killer except in real life - and that I'm not actually dead.

"Is this about Suga again?" He caught on quite easily, but I didn't try to deny it and nodded. Aside from Yachi, he's the only one who knows about my feelings for Sugawara. But of course, somebody else was inside her heart.

Asahi didn't speak and just let me sit there with nothing but my thoughts, he knows talking about it won't make it any better so he leaves me alone once I don't speak after he asks a question.

For the remaining time of half an hour that we had before afternoon classes were about to resume, I just sat there on my desk, thinking about how it would have been if Suga were to catch feelings for me instead and how I would have treated her.

-

After club meetings ended, I didn't waste any time and hurriedly packed my stuff to go down to the volleyball club's gym to confess to Suga, thinking it would soon go away after she rejects me.

I ran to the gym to see that it was only Kageyama and Hinata inside, I was late and Suga and Daichi could be together right now but then again, they could not. I hurriedly ran to Suga's class but she wasn't there, running once again, I ran to the direction of her house.

But she was already bidding her goodbye's to Daichi, thanking him for walking her home and with that, she gave him a quick peck on the lips, making him turn red.

It hurt, it hurt a lot, all I wanted was to get rid of these feelings but here I am, instead of being faced with rejection, I was more hurt.

Deciding that I've already seen enough, I walked the opposite direction from her house. I didn't live in her neighborhood, so there was no reason for me to stay any longer. We weren't close friends either, I just happened to lay my eyes on her for a quick few seconds and the gods decided to hurt me and tell my heart, "she is the one."

No she isn't, she likes that guy. Not me.

- a/n
the way i had the audacity to publish a shit oneshot then publish one that doesn't have a happy ending i- anyways ily all for the 19k istg this must be a dream 😭 also, ik i've probably already used the title, "from afar" but whatever 🏃