💞Diary of a Genderqueer💞

and suddenly,

Wednesday, March 3rd, 9:37 pm.

Hey its Finn.

So the show, I Am Not Okay With This, the format makes me very happy and fueled by brain for a new oc.

If you haven't watched it, go watch it.

I've been binge watching iCarly for the past week and all that's in my mind is 'wtf was early 2000's fashion' in shows like Victorious it's the same!

It's not bad it just seems, different? They really fucking like layered shirts.

Tomorrow I'm supposed to start a memory log, to help me with my random spouts of amnesiac behavior. And if you don't know what amnesiac behaviour is. I'm not going to Google it and copy paste, do it yourself.

I have a little notebook I can bring with me, I'll use that.

I've been having trouble remembering things is the issue, just that. I'll be in math class and the next thing I know I'm laying in bed staring at my ceiling.

I don't know what, or who I act like otherwise.

It's strange, not knowing what you said or did to people, I don't know if people prefer me like that?

I'm obsessed with time because of it, how much goes by and what time it is, it seems the more I check the time, the easier it is to remember something.

I found it that music either makes me dissociate or will focus me, there's certain songs that will put me in that space, I'm actually listening to one right now. It's called Elsa's Song by The Amazing Devil.

So I might dissociate because of it.

I honestly don't know what to say because of it, I'm losing motivation right now but might as well feed the readers content.

I skateboarded to therapy today, it was actually fun I like to feel accomplished like that, I also helped Tommy with her school work.

That was interesting.

I really don't wanna go to school tomorrow, it makes me sad thinking about it. I don't wanna do anything tomorrow, I wish I could have a day where I could just sleep.

That's all I fucking want.

I'm gonna hop off, gn guys :3

See ya on the flip side

~Finnie 💙