💞Diary of a Genderqueer💞

An important announcement

Update.

It's almost five in the morning? Do I look like I give a shit?

Okay so I'm going to recap this fever thingy. I'm pretty sure it was caused by stress. I could've just caught something but I was literally fine until I did some sigils and stood up. I literally just had a wave of sickness fall over me.

I felt so shitty, I wanted to make some tea and take a nap, I had my comfort hoodie on (the one from papa jack, my grandfather) and my second favorite sweatpants (my aunt got me them in Tennessee to match a pair she and grandma have, muah). I was literally so close to getting in bed when a text from mother ruined it all.

She wanted to go get food... that went well.
My stomach was acting up, so much so that literally just reading descriptions on the menu made me want to cry TwT

I eventually found something that sounded good, I didnt eat much of it though. DUDE OUR SERVER WAS SO NICE ✋✋ His name was John and literally he brought me hot water and tea and the drop of a hat- he was just so sweet and nice, and he really brightened my night. Y'all, #StanJohn.

Anyways, so yk, I was feeling really really shitty, but I was denying I was sick to myself. I thought it was the sigils fault yeah? So I kind of had a mental breakdown at this restaurant table with my mom... I mean I felt a bit better mentally after it, but boy did my physical okay-ness tank.

I was way too hot, but I also had painful tingles every time cold air hit me, or I drank something cold. The tea felt like warm heaven water lemme tell you-

We get home, and I'm just fucking exhausted, yeah I dont care if I mention a period either ✋ if you're reading this you shouldnt care? Anyways I was having a bad time with that too, and so when we got home from picking up some products I raced to the bathroom and took everything I had not to cry again.

So then my mom was like, you wanna take your temperature? And I did, 101.3° farenheit. Yeah not great. She told me to change back into my sweatpants and go to bed.

I successfully got an hour or so of sleep, at almost ten o'clock pm I was awoken by my mom on the phone with my aunt. I was kinda pissed, a bitch is trying to break a fever come on now-

My brother came in and got concerned for me, so *he* took my temperature as well, and it had climbed to 102.3° that's not great? So I fell back asleep, I woke up like twice after that to change my product. Now it's 5:04 and I have a massive headache and I'm sore, but I think it broke! I'll talk to you guys later.