💞Diary of a Genderqueer💞

Granola

"I'm meditating!" "Yeah? And I'm about to burn the house down so.."

The only things I have consumed today are s'mores granola, three pretzels, a sugar free monster and a peach tea. I feel like that's a bad combo.

I'm honestly still in confusion on how I've had the s'mores granola to eat twice today. Mother bought it from the store with the Gremlin (my little brother) but she's a complete health nut?? Like two days ago we went to the store and I could only pick out and I quote "whole foods". Which meant I could only choose vegetables and fruit with some turkey lunch meat sprinkled in.

Something about the Gremlin and her shopping was good, so I'm not going to complain. She also bought the peach tea I am currently drinking, sitting at my messy ass desk writing this. But hey Girl In Red is playing it's all good.

The monster? yeahhhh so I said I was going on a walk but I honestly grabbed my bag, which had five bucks in it, and my long-board and skated to my local gas station and grabbed a sugar free monster. Partly cause I didn't wanna be bouncing off of the walls, and partly cause I think I'd actually explode. My friend we'll call Bowie said it tasted like gummy bear piss when we got it in the summer together, sure I agree, doesn't stop me does it?

On this ride I decided in this moment to call Mum (my best friend <3) and yk for the next two hours we just talked as I drank an entire Monster on the way home so Mother wouldn't behead me. Mid way through said Monster we got the sudden idea to have a sleep over at her house (ik we're mid pandemic, but I've also been kinda quarantine-ing with her in a sense so s t f u). 

I honestly think you could take any quote I have stored in my brain and a make it a meme in a sense. My entire existence is kinda a joke, and I can't tell if that's entertaining or ridiculously sad. It makes me question what I'm going to do when I'm in The Real World (tm). Oh well, why think about that when the Try Guys uploaded today? (I just checked my phone and CrankGamePlays also uploaded, pog.)

Oh yeah, (i'm random as fuck get used to it) I honestly just think this whole book will be a flop but will I have fun writing it? Hell yeah. I mean I uploaded like four hours ago and have six reads?? That's pretty cool.

I guess I might as well put this out there, if you have anything you'd like to ask me, or just a general story, pm me or comment it, I'll add it at the beginning and add my response <3

I'd be so cool to just see all those reads that like, magically appear on other people's books, that's poggers as fuck. Like, I really would love to see something I write take off. 

I had a book like this in the past I removed because of my spread out posting schedule. It was called my life is pretty fucking gay and if you've ever read it, thank you <3 and welcome back. If you're just reading this? hi! and welcome to my chaos of a life, it really is hectic. It was written like, mid quarantine, it had a lot of content relating to thing I don't know if I wanted the internet to know at the time, especially the friends reading it, since it was really dark.

I mean, I'm still in a little dark part, but with therapy and the friends I surround myself with, I think I'm finally doing better.

Thanks for today's read! I'll see you all next time!

~Dino<3