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dysphoria on valentine's day.

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Happy day of plastic hearts and shit.

Hey it's Finn, unpopular opinion, valentine's day is stupid as shit.

It doesn't really have any like... meaning? I don't know.

Can anyone actually tell me the history of this stupid holiday? If you can tell me the entire history of valentine's day without googling it right now I will be impressed.

Watch me piss off the valentine's day enthusiasts. Honestly be pissed idrc, IT'S A STUPID HOLIDAY.

But anyways besides my weird vendetta against valentine's day even though it's never done anything to me? I got a valentine anyways TwT

I couldn't say no to my partner okay their words make my heart go purrrr. I go dummy brain so you know what- I don't like valentine's day and I have a valentine that's fine that's okay-

If you can't tell, I'm really tired while typing this, I'm also talking to my friend... Boop. Boop is great we love him, and watching Macdoesit. Dude Macdoesit? My soul- I love his content he's my comfort youtuber, and my queue has a Quackity Vod in it, actually two. Maybe I should put Eret in it? I don't know how long I expect to just sit here for.

It's been like half an hour since I started this and I just don't really know what to sayyyy, oh, sell out time!

Tommy wrote another book, go fucking read it, c'mon. It's called sweater weather and if every bi in this section doesn't comment a lyric I'm suing. (coughtommyandmumcough), Quackity and Big Law will be hired as my lawyers I'm warning you.

Anyways, I got the mushroom mug :) and I'm very excited, unfortunately I will have to reorder the pins and fishnets. But that's alright lmao.

Now maybe the title has a meaning, one that isn't just for shits and giggles. dysphoria on valentine's day is just accurate, and I feel shitty.

I just woke up feelin off you know? Like something was wrong, and I've been trying to more accurately pinpoint when I have dysphoria so o recognized it pretty quick.

See I dont really know what to do when it comes to dysphoria. It just kinda suffocates you, but you cant pinpoint what you're feeling at the same time? Like you're sinking... but you dont know you are. It's this weird sinking in you stomach, this icky feeling in your skin that makes you wanna pick yourself apart with a fork.

Has anyone ever felt the same? It's such a strange feeling so idrk.

OH BY THE WAY!!! I HAVE A THING. Okay so you know how girl in red and sweater weather are things for bis and lesbians? And the gays do whatever that hand thing is-

Well me and Mum were talking like a week or two ago, and we were talking about cat socks. Yup! Cat socks. So we were like, and no offense to them, but only the genderqueers are cool enough to qualify for cat socks.

So, if you're non binary, genderqueer, trans, anything but cis, you are not obligated, but you have a free pass to the cat sock club. Yup! So to identify your other cat sock users just ask "do you wear cat socks?" And that'll just be instant knowledge duh 🙄

Anyways, sorry for the short part. Go be sappy and shit.

See you on the flip side

~Finn 🤠