💞Diary of a Genderqueer💞

Ack sorry-

"My hands are cold." "Go put gloves on then." "I'm inside???"

Hello! And I'm so sorry TwT

It's me Finnie. It has been what, five days since I've updated?? For that I apologize. I haven't been feeling the most social as of late.

Motivation yk? It can be a pain in the ass or the best thing ever. Rn, it's a pain in the ass.

I've been reading fics out the wazoo yet every time I think about writing I wanna vomit 🥰 that's a good sign right?

Also been having a crisis on what kinda clothes I wanna wear HSJDJSJJDJS like mx. them we are in a pandemic, you've been losing sleep, stressed about your focking mother and you're more worried about what kind of clothes you want to wear when you update your closet? Seems fitting.

But I'm pretty sure I figured out that whole mess anyways.

It's currently 8:29 AM where I live, and I have no clue as to why I am awake but here we are. I should probably go feed the dog while I'm at it or somethin idk.

We have to leave at like 10:30 just to drive an hour and fifteen minutes to meet a dog. Not complaining but also, I'm complaining.

I just pray my headphones are charged and if they're not I'm screwed because I hate idle conversation. In a car, stuck for an hour, is a perfect place those will arise.

But hey if Father doesn't go cause of football 🙄🙄 then I get the front seat so I'm happy with that.

It's also really cold so I'm sure Blonde (dads girlfriend, we'll just call her Blonde) will turn the heat up so when I get out of the car it'll feel like the artic has swallowed me. Just regular things in winter. I love it though.

The worst part is I can't wear my binder. And my dysphoria has been saying "hola, want some pain and suffering?" Recently so that's fantastic ain't it? I just know if I wear it I won't be able to nap and I'm pretty sure that's more important to my sanity than a flat chest, just my opinion.

Oh yeah let's get into 'the new finn gang member' like.. we'll call her Red. Loud Mouth is one of the good straights. Yes I mean normal straights who go about their lives being people, I'm not heterophobic like that. She's not one of the straights. The ones that consist of the non binary phobics. The one who shit on polyamory. The ones who judge bi and pan. Who have the Karen's and male Karen's. Those straights. Just y u c k y.

Anyways, miss Red only shows her straight(tm) side when we bring up a conversation as such. Cause guess what? Most of my friends are gay or under the genderqueer umbrella. I am for sure, actually I have been labeled most of the time as the gayest person you will ever meet. That is an accomplishment I am proud of-

Miss Red took a shit on polyamory on Friday and it really ticked me off (if you're part of the polyamorous community, I fully support you and wish you the best <3) and ofc I defended it. To which she said more ignorant bullshit and we collectively just skipped over it???

Like no, hold it, I don't think that's right. We should address that maybe?? Miss 'I simp for Draco malfoy' lookin ass-

Yk she judged Tommy?? We don't stand for that here. I believe in the Tommy supremacy.

But anyways, I'll have more material later ✌ and thanks for reading!

~Finnie 👑