Shadowhunters One Shots

Stars Part 10

A/N- Shes back bitches

TRIGGER WARNING: MENTIONS OF SUICIDE, MENTIONS KF EATING DISORDERS AND BLOOD

By the end of it her bandage was completely soaked in her blood. Her vision started to spin but she needed to find Clary. The battle was over and the alarm was silenced. She first checked the infirmary. Clary wasn’t there. She sighed a breath of relief before making her way to the morgue. Clary wasn’t there. She finally found Clary in one of the training rooms. Clary looked up as soon as she heard footsteps. Tears welled in her eyes as she walked towards her. "Thank god you're okay," Izzy breathed out as she hugged her tightly, not wanting to let her go. "Are you okay? Did they hurt you? Did they make you fight?" Clary blurted. "Clary, I'm fine," Izzy said but stumbled backwards as her vision blurred for a minute. Clary lifted up Izzy's shirt and saw the blood surrounding the area she was stabbed. "You need a medic," she said as Izzy fell to her knees, too weak to stand. "I had to do it, I would've died," Izzy whispered. "I know baba, I know," Clary said back. "Can some get a medic!" Clary yelled afterwards. After a while, someone heard Clary and ran to get a medic. Izzy was scooped up and taken to the infirmary where she was bandaged up again. She was put to sleep by Magnus to insure that the bleeding had stopped. Izzy could still hear everything around her. “Izzy, I love you, and I'm so sorry he did this to you, I should’ve been there with you, to stop you from doing this to yourself. You lost a lot of blood in that battle, I had to give you some of mine,” Clary said. “I’m so sorry,” she said. Izzy could hear another pair of footsteps. “How is she doing?” Simon asked. “Pretty well,” Clary said, sniffling a little. “We can’t let her in the institute, it’s too dangerous,” he said. Izzy internally screamed. “I think you’re right,” Clary said, sniffling again. “I hate seeing her in pain, throughout all of those years I thought she had just moved on, by she hadn’t, she was hurting, and it was all my fault,” she said. “There’s something she hasn’t told you,” he said. Izzy could feel herself panicking even though her body didn’t show it. “After your daughters death, she became really depressed. She hadn’t eaten in months and she was going to Raphael a lot, as you know. But what she didn’t tell you is that we had an argument. And I threatened to ban her from field duty. And she said something along the lines of “If it means I can’t die then no.” implying that she wanted to die to see you again,” he said. She heard Clary gasped. “My poor girl, what have they done to you,” Clary said, stroking her hair. She heard Simon pick up her stele and trace it over her shapeshifting rune, deactivating it. “She can’t keep using this, she’ll get drained and tired, and at the rate she’s going at, potentially worse,” he said. She couldn’t see but she assumed that Clary nodded. “Thank you, Simon, for looking after her while I was gone,” she said. “Thank Magnus, he did most of the work,” he said. Izzy finally had the strength to open her eyes. When she did she was overcome with pain. Her face visibly tensed and Clary must’ve noticed. “It’s okay, baba, I’m here, I’m here,” Clary said, kissing her hand. Simon got up and left. She heard him throw up in his office next door. “Is Simon okay?” she croaked. “He’s never been one for pain, or seeing anyone in pain for that matter,” Clary said. Izzy tried to giggle but hissed in pain instead. Simon came in shortly after. “Can you get Magnus?” Clary asked him. He nodded and left. “It hurts, Clary,” she said, tears of pain free falling down her cheeks. “I know, baba, I know, jst wait a little longer, okay? Magnus will be here in a moment,” Clary said.  Izzy started squirming. “Make it stop, please just make it stop,” she cried. The pain was almost unbearable. No where in the books did it say that it could cause such a severe reaction. Robert must’ve had something in the dagger to cause this. “Shhh, look at me,” Clary said. She gently pulled Izzy’s chin towards her so she was looking right at her. “Calm down, okay? Keep focusing on me, the pain isn’t there,” she said. Izzy nodded and kept looking at her. Eventually, she stopped squirming as much and was taking deep breaths. Izzys face tensed in pain again. She noticed that Clary was crying. "Baba, look at me, you're okay, magnus will be here any minute," Clary said and took one of izzys hands. "This isn't normal, a normal stab wound wouldnt hurt this much," Izzy said. "I know baba, we'll figure it out, squeeze my hand if it hurts too bad," Clary said. Izzy nodded and squeezed her hand and she was sure she'd broken it. She didn't stop until Magnus came. "Make it stop Magnus," izzy cried. He casted a spell that put Izzy to sleep.