Shadowhunters One Shots

Kiss

A/N- Clizzy goals right here ⬇️

Izzy POV

Izzy sighed and leaned back onto the bed. She wasnt allowed to go on most missions anymore due to the fact that there were vampires involved. She felt so helpless, it was terrifying. She got up and scrolled through her phone. Izzy waited a couple minutes until there was a knock on the door. "Izzy?" A female voice said. "Come in," she said, putting her phone down and sitting up. The door opened and Clary walked in. "How are you feeling?" She asked. Izzy sighed. "Better than I was yesterday, that's a plus," she replied. Clary hugged her. "If your having cravings again, you can tell me," she said. Izzy sighed again. "Its nothing out of the ordinary, I'll be fine," she said, smiling. Clary smiled too. "You'll get through it, okay, your strong, I know you can do it," she said. Izzy smiled again. They kept staring at one another until there was a knock on the door. "Clary, stop making out with Izzy and get here, we need you for a mission," Jace said. Izzy giggled as Clary scrambled for her things. "I'll see you later, okay?" Clary said and Izzy nodded. Clary then ran out to the rest of the institute. Izzy sighed and shuffled her playlist on Spotify.

When you hold me in the street

And you kiss me on the dancefloor

I wish that it could be like that

Why can't it be like that?

Izzy closed her eyes and took in the lyrics, she gave up on love years ago, and the feeling was so bizarre to her.

Cause I'm yours

We keep behind closed doors

Every time I see you I die a little more

Stolen moments that we steal as the curtain falls

She wanted to be someones. She wanted to kiss somebody again. She wanted to trust someone in a way she couldnt with everyone else. She wanted to love someone and someone to love her.

It'll never be enough

It's obvious you're meant for me

Every piece of you it just fits perfectly

Every second, every thought, I'm in so deep

She thought about it for a while. Who did she love? Her mind went to a familiar red-head with bright green eyes and a pale complexion. Clary. She shook her head, she wasnt gay, she didnt like women like that. She closed her eyes, trying to get the thoughts out of her head.

But I'll never show it on my face

But we know this, we got a love that is hopeless

Why can't you hold me in the street?

Why can't I kiss you on the dancefloor?

I wish that it could be like that

Izzy wished with all her heart it could be like that. She imagined holding Clary how Jace could. She wanted it so badly. She imagined being able to kiss Clary with the amount of truth Jace could. Sure, they'd kissed before, but it was never anything serious. She wanted to kiss her like she meant it, like it was the only thing she'd ever want to do.

Why can't we be like that?

Cause I'm yours

When you're with him, do you call his name

Like you do when you're with me?

Does it feel the same?

Izzy remembered the first time she met Clary after she was taken in. Izzy was the first one there when Clary woke up. Izzy comforted Clary when the only thing she could use to see her mother was taken away from her. Izzy even let Clary borrow her clothes. But all Clary did was choose Jace over her. All of that went unnoticed by the raven-haired girl.

Would you leave if I was ready to settle down

Or would you play it safe and stay?

Girl you know this, we got a love that is hopeless

Why can't you hold me in the street?

Izzys love for Clary was strong, stronger than any love she'd ever felt. She needed Clary to love her back. Izzy shook her head once again, she was getting ahead of herself, she didnt love clary.

Why can't I kiss you on the dancefloor?

I wish that it could be like that

Why can't we be like that?

Cause I'm yours

"I'm yours," Izzy mumbled under breath at the same time the lyric was playing. Izzy had done so much for clary but the favour was never returned. Clary didnt love Izzy, she definately didnt.

And nobody knows

I'm in love with someone's baby

I don't wanna hide us away

Tell the world about the love we making

"In love with someones baby" was the line that really got here. She related to that line the most. "CLARY LOVES JACE" her head screamed at her. "CLARY LOVES YOU" her heart counteracted. She didnt know what to believe.

Why can't I say that I'm in love?

I wanna shout it from the rooftops

I wish that it could be like that

Why can't we be like that?

Cause I'm yours

Why can't we be like that?

Wish we could be like that

She had enough. She walked outside to the rest of the institute. "Hey izzy whats-" Alec started to say but Izzy held her finger up at him to hush him. She walked past Jace. "Wheres Clary?" She demanded. "In her room," he said. She said a quick thank you before walking down to Clarys room. She knocked on the door eagerly. "Its open," she said from the other side. Izzy opened the door. Clary was wiping her makeup off to apply some more. She was wearing a short, long-sleeved dress and Izzy assumed she was going undercover. "Hey Izzy wh-" she started to say but was interrupted by Izzy coupling the girls cheeks and kissing her. It was a gentle kiss at first, but it then progressed to something more passionate, more intimate. They both pulled away from eachother and Izzy walked out. She couldnt believe what she had just done. She had kissed her best friend better than anyone else shes ever kissed.