Shadowhunters One Shots

All ends well

A/N- i need to stop thinking of these things

TRIGGER WARNING: MENTIONS OF SELF HARM AND SUICIDAL THOUGHTS

Alec POV

"Youd blow up the very ground you stand on just to make something right, I've seen it for myself," Magnus said. "But I killed her," he muttered, just quiet enough that .agnus couldn't hear. "Give me your hand," Magnus said. Alec held his hand out hesitantly. Yes, he deserved to feel the pain, but Magnus couldn't know that. Blue flames made its way around the cuts and bruises, sealing the open skin. "There you go, all better," he said. Alec smiled. "Jace has been worried about you," he said. "I can't speak to him, god i can't even look at him, not after what he saw," Alec said, rubbing his newly healed hand roughly until it became sore. "You have to face him, you can't hide forever," Magnus said. It was at that moment he let everything out. Just the feeling of his tears were frustrating and he wiped them roughly. He didn't deserve to feel sad. Magnus pulled his hands away from his face. "Its okay, let it go, I'm right here," Magnus said. They ended up staying on the roof until the early hours of the morning.

Alec went back to the institute that morning. "Where the hell have you been?" Simon yelled at him as soon as he walked through the door. "None of your business, mundane," Alec scoffed, making his away to Jaces room. "He was broken last night, he said you were in pain and he couldn't help you, and you just walk in here like you did nothing?" Simon yelled again. "I was actually going to talk to him, now, I have to see my parabatai, go make out with Clary or something," he said and walked dinto his room. He closed the door with a soft click. He shrugged off his jacket and kicked doff his boots. When he turned around, Jace was there, arms outstretched. His eyes were red and puffy and his cheeks were flushed. "I'm sorry," Alec muttered. Jace didn't move. "Just get over here and hug me," he replied. Alec smiled and walked forwards Jace. Before he knew it, he was wrapped in Jaces strong embrace. "I missed you so much," Jace muttered. "I missed you too," Alec replied. They stayed like that for a moment before Jace broke from his grip. He inspected Alecs hand. "Its fine, Jace, I promise," Alec said as Jace turned his arm over. "Dont you ever do that again, do you hear me?" Jace yelled. Alec nodded. Just a few seconds after, Izzy burst through the door. "Oh you son of a bitch i thought you'd run away!" She yelled, slapping him across the face. Jace gave her a glare. "But your back now, thank god," she said. Alec scratched the back of his neck nervously, breaking into a sweat. "Sorry," he said, looking down. "You don't need to be sorry, Alec, we all understand," shensaid. Alec sighed. "I have to go find Clary, talk to her about some things," Alec said and walked out quickly. He hated how everyone was mad at him. He went to his room and collapsed on the bed.