Forever Together

Chapter 38

Stasia was lying in her bed and she kept thinking about that beautiful little girl, she was the most precious child ever. But why were they here and not Noah? Was he hurt? She heard the door open, turned her head, and saw Suga being pushed in by Jimin. They both looked at her with a look she couldn't describe. It was like a mixture of love and sadness. 

Suga just looked at her for a minute, and she squirmed under his gaze. This felt somewhat familiar, but she wasn't sure how. He reached for her, and she almost pulled away, but she didn't. He grabbed her hand and told her about the missing three years of her life. 

He weaved a sad tale into one of fun and love. He told her how Noah died saving her and that they found out in the hospital that she was pregnant. They stayed with her through Noah's funeral, and they asked her to come back to Korea with them.

That she started opening up and flirting with Jimin and they basically had a prank war. She opened up her heart to all of them, and they opened their hearts to her. How they were there when Ami was born; they helped pick her name and raised her like their own. They wanted more kids, and she was actually pregnant with his child when the plane crashed, and she lost it. 

He said that he'd been there for everything and he couldn't imagine his life without her. He laughed and looked up at the ceiling. "You know, when we first found out you were pregnant, I went to the first appointment. That's how we found out it was actually mine, we weren't going to find out but we both knew. The clinic called us Mr. and Mrs. Lee, even though that's your last name. They assumed we were married, and I really liked that."

Tears fell down her face, and she reached over to touch his hair but stopped herself. He looked up as she reached and leaned forward to bring his head to her hand. "It's yours to touch whenever you want. I love it when you play with my hair." 

She smiled at him and proceeded to pet his hair. "What you are saying sounds like something out of a K-drama." He just laughed, then brought her hand to his mouth and gave it a quick kiss before setting it in his lap. 

"So I really lived in Korea with y'all? You do know you are BTS, right?"

He snorted, "Yes, I'm aware."

"Why me there are millions of women in the world, why pick someone that was pregnant?"

"You've asked us this a million times before. There's something special about you, Stasia. We fell in love with you, and you fell in love with us."

"Tell me something that only you would know. I need to know this is real."

With a pointed look, "What do you want to know? I can tell you how loud you are when you orgasm, you have a birthmark under your left arm and you are extremely ticklish. Or how you have nicknames for all of us; you call me babe. You named her Ami after Army and Noa after Noah. Your real name is Anastasia Peridot Lee, but you go by Stasia Peri Lee because your real name is a mouthful and ridiculous." 

She stopped him there, "Okay, clearly you know me, and apparently very intimately. So is that really my daughter?"

He nodded and said, "She really is. Do you want to meet her?" She said yes very quietly. 

Suga called for Jungkook to bring Ami in. Jungkook walked in with her, and she immediately said, "Eomma," and reached for Stasia. He brought her over and set her down gently. She gave her a huge smile and asked if she was okay with the cutest mix of Korean and English.

Stasia couldn't even speak; tears were choking her. She palmed her face and told her, "I'm alright, Aimes. Mamma's alright!" Ami snuggled into her and was just content to be with her. Jungkook rubbed her head, "she missed you, and we did too."

She looked at him and then at Suga; they were both staring at her with so much love in their eyes. She could feel their love for her radiating from them. "I think I missed you guys too."

She was in the hospital for another week, and once she was cleared to go, she got nervous. Where was she going to live now? She didn't think that they could handle not being around Ami, but she didn't know if she could handle being around them, especially in Korea. 

RM and Jin walked in and said that they were staying in a rented house for a few weeks as a vacation. They wanted time for her to adjust to being around them, but they were afraid she was going to run.

The first evening at the house was strange. The boys had been taking care of Ami and knew her way better than she did, so she felt utterly useless. She decided to make spaghetti because it was easy and a favorite of hers. Jin walked into the kitchen and saw what she was making. Something passed over his face. "Hey, are you hungry? I'm making spaghetti."

He looked hungry, but not for spaghetti. " Yes, I'm hungry. I'll call the guys to come to eat." Ten minutes later, they were all sitting around the table. Ami was sitting between Jimin and V. Suga, who was next to her, was having trouble swirling his noodles with one hand. 

She grabbed his plate and cut the noodles into smaller pieces, then handed him a spoon. Jimin started laughing, and she realized what she had just done. "Oh my gosh, I'm so sorry, Suga. I totally just treated you like a child! I just wanted you to be able to eat." 

She turned bright red. V broke the tension by whining, "Nae Sesang, can you cut mine too?" 

Somehow, she turned redder, but she got up and went to cut his food. "Nae Sesang, that's pretty. I feel like I've heard that before. What does it mean? Wait, it means My World, right?" The guys all got quiet and looked at each other, but nobody answered her. Okie dokie, she'll take the hint. Jimin wanted his spaghetti cut, too, then Hobi. Finally, she had cut everyone's spaghetti.