Forever Together

Chapter 84

Yoongi ran his hand through his hair angrily, "she was cooking; it looked like she cleaned the house, too. Plus, she had four of them at home. We failed her, Hyungie."

Jin stood up and walked over to his little brother. "We'll do better from now on. We have to, or we'll lose her."

They hadn't noticed she was awake yet, so she let them have their moment. There was a knock on the door, and it was JK. He had Johnny in his wrap, and Ami was holding his hand. "Eomma, are you okay?" she asked.

Stasia nodded her head. Jin and Yoongi were surprised that she was awake. "Sorry about fainting. I was so busy that I forgot to eat," she said in a small voice. They were mad, all three of them, but they wouldn't say anything in front of Amies. "Come here, sweet girl. How was school?"

She climbed up to sit on the bed with her, "Eomma, who's BTS?" They all sucked in a breath.

"Why do you ask Princess?"

"Because at school, all the teachers whisper about me being the daughter of BTS, and then when Appa Koo came to get me from school earlier today, all of the teachers were freaking out. They kept saying stuff about him like he's so handsome, and I can't believe how lucky she is to be raised by seven sexy men." The disgusted look on her face was comical.

Stasia held her hand and told her exactly who BTS was, that they were international superstars, and that most people in the world knew who they were. "Your Appas' are BTS Princess. So, you might get lots of attention from people because they want to be a part of their lives. They might try to get close to you, to get to them." It was a lot to lay down on a 5-year-old, but she seemed to understand.

The guys' eyes were wide. They never thought Ami would have issues because of them. She knew it could happen, but she didn't think it would be this soon. 

When Stasia was released later that day, she swore to the doctor to take it easy and make sure she ate. When they got home, the guys were super apologetic. Apparently, Hobi and Joon thought that Jimin and Tae would be here and vice versa. It wasn't until they saw each other at Big Hit that they realized their mix-up. That's when Yoongi rushed home, and just in time, too. 

She sat down at the kitchen counter and just laid her head down on the cool marble. Jin placed a smoothie in front of her, and she took it gratefully. "It won't happen again, and someone will always be here. If we can't be here, one of our moms will be. We can't risk you anymore." There was no use in arguing; he was right, but she felt like they were treating her like a child. It's only because they care about her, but still. 

When she was 40 weeks pregnant with baby A, she went into labor. The only problem was she was at home and progressing way too fast to get to the hospital. Yoongi, Hobi, Joon, and Jin helped her give birth on the kitchen floor. Joon helped birth his daughter, and Hobi helped birth his son. Stasia was beyond exhausted and passed out as soon as she knew they were okay. 

Again, she woke up in the hospital with Jin sitting beside her. He was holding her hand in his and crying. She reached out to touch him; he snapped his head up to look at her. "Why are you crying? How are the babies? Are they okay?"

He nodded that they were; she had lost a lot of blood. They almost lost her a few times. "Stasia, please get your tubes tied. You can't have any more children; it could kill you," he cried. 

Poor Seokjin, "But I still have to have yours, Jinnie; I won't stop until then."

He just shook his head, "No, I will. If I have to leave in order to keep you alive, I will." He said it with such conviction. Fine, she'll let him think he's won for now. She didn't know why, but she had to give each of them a child. It's like there's something driving her; it's her way to drown the guilt of Noah's death. She won't be whole until they all have a child of their own. But she'll agree for now. It's okay.

She was in the nursery looking at her beautiful Kim Namjoo and her brother Jung Jae-ho. They looked just like their Appas. It was uncanny. She nicknamed them Nami and JJ. They were perfection. In a few months, she was going to make sure that she was pregnant with Jin's child. The others were totally okay with not having sex with her until she healed. But in reality, it was to ensure she had his child. 

Joonie and Hobi were amazing fathers. They took to it like they'd been doing this for years—well, in a way, they had. They raised five other children before these two. They kept their promise not to leave her alone with the kids. Even after she gave birth, there was always somebody there. 

Their moms came for a week at a time and rotated out so all the grandmas could spend time with their grandchildren. Aimes, Trey, Jesse, Luna, and Johnny were eating it up. JJ and Nami were still too young to realize just how lucky they were, but the older five were having a hay day being spoiled rotten. 

When the babies were three months old, the guys had to go away for a week. Stasia would be staying home with the kids, Yoongis' mom, and Jimins' mom. They were still nervous about leaving, but she knew they'd be fine. She just needed a night with Jin before they left. When it was bedtime, she went to Jin's room. He was in the shower, so she decided to join him. She didn't make a move on him; she just washed up, and once she was clean, she asked if he'd help her dry her hair. He's a gentleman, so of course, he'd help her. 

Seeing her naked was taking a toll on him, but he didn't make a move, and neither did she.