Forever Together

Chapter 69

They settled into a nice routine. Yoongi stayed in her room with Luna; he did everything with her that he did with Ami. The boys were having a hard time weaning, but that's okay. They never really wanted to drink much; it was more of just time with their mom. So she'd feed Luna, and then she'd feed them one by one, give them cuddle time, and talk to them.

By the time Luna was a month old, they were finally okay with her being home. They started becoming curious about her. They'd give her kisses, very rough kisses, but they were only one. Stasia was napping on the couch with Luna in her bassinet, and Jimin chased the very naked twins around the house.

Jimin was out of breath. "Ya get back here. You have to get in the bath! Taehyungie, come get your child."

Tae ran into the kitchen, "what's going on?"

"They need a bath, but I can't catch both of them. As soon as I get one situated, the other takes off. I've been chasing them for 20 minutes."

Stasia woke up to all the commotion and walked into the kitchen to find both of them trying to wrangle their naked children. She snapped her fingers, and the twins stopped immediately. "Boys, bath now. GO." They giggled and then ran to their bathroom.

Both Jimin and Tae looked at her like she hung the moon. "How did you do that?" Tae asked.

"Stasia, I want that superpower," Jimin said in awe.

She shrugged her shoulders, "It's a mom thing." She walked back into the living room, and Luna was still asleep in her bassinet. JK was standing over her, smiling. Stasia walked up to him and gave him a back hug. But he looked sad, although she didn't know why. 

He sighed, "Noona, can I talk to you?"

"Sure, sweetheart, what is it?"

"Can we go somewhere private?"

"Uh, sure. Can Luna come too, or just us?"

"She can come, but I want to drive somewhere. Is that okay?"

"Sure, let me get her bag."

15 minutes later, Stasia had her all packed and ready to go. When she went back to the living room, Jungkook already had her in her car seat. They walked to the garage and strapped her in. Kook opened Stasia's door, and she gave him a quick kiss. He got into the driver's seat and started to drive. He drove for about 20 minutes, and he pulled into a parking lot. 

She turned to look at him and palmed his cheek, "Sweetheart, what is it?"

He looked so sad that he turned back to look out the windshield. "Do you love Yoongi Hyung more than the rest of us?"

She was shocked, "why do you think that?"

He took a deep breath and said in a small voice, "You spend more time with him, and now it's twice you've been pregnant with his child. I understand you lost the first one, but you spent a month with just him. I thought if I stepped up with Ami, you'd see that I could be a father, too. I know I'm younger than you, but I want to have a baby with you. It's so, so bad. I want it so bad that, that."

"Kookie, tell me."

He turned to look at her, crying, "That I want to use my wish." 

Stasia was confused at first. Was this about the wish he won from the flip contest they had over two years ago? "You want to use your wish to be a Dad? Is that what you are asking me?"

He just nodded. She did it for Yoongi, but that was only because they'd lost his. They need to talk to the others. Stasia pulled him in for a kiss, "Sweetheart, I'd love nothing more than to have your baby. But we need to talk to the others. What Yoongi and I did wasn't fair, and clearly, it's affecting you guys. If you really want to be next, they need to agree because the only way to guarantee it is for only you to sleep with me. Are you okay with asking them? If they agree, then we can start trying as soon as you want. I should probably wait a few weeks before I get pregnant again, but there's still four more of you, and we're only getting older," she laughed. 

She's going to be pregnant four more times—this is insane—but she wanted their children so badly. They drove home, and he held her hand the entire time. When they got home, Yoongi hovered at the door. No one knew where they were or what they were doing; they just knew that they left with Luna. When they walked in, he grabbed her car seat and asked what was going on.

"Babe, we need to talk. Can you get everyone in the living room? I'll take Luna, and she'll need to eat here soon." Yoongi nodded and handed her the baby. He then walked over to the intercom and told everyone to come to the living room. When everyone was there, they looked at her. She turned to Kookie and asked, "Do you want to ask them, or do you want me to?"

He took a deep breath. "I want to be next. I thought I was okay with Yoongi Hyung getting her pregnant twice, but I guess I'm not. Don't get me wrong—I love Luna so much. But I really want to be next for her to have my baby."

Nobody said anything; they just looked at each other. "If Kookie is going to be next, that means that I can't have sex with anyone until we are sure that I'm pregnant. I can start being sexually active in a week or so, maybe sooner. But that's a sacrifice for you guys. There are still four of you, so I figure I'm going to be pregnant for the next four years. But again, it's up to you."

Yoongi ran his hand down his face and sighed. He stood up and looked at his brothers. "Again, I'm sorry for what I did. I know it was wrong. I didn't handle losing the first baby well, and I should have come to you guys instead of sneaking around. Can you forgive me?"