I can't be yours

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Venus.

My life is fucked up.

Now you would probably think that I have the worst life ever. Not necessarily. See I was raised great, no stupid fucking daddy issues or mommy issues. I had a great home life. Until I got into 3rd year and I started partying, now you are probably asking why is that so bad?

Let me tell you. I got into really bad crowds, me, Jenna, jasper, hunter and Lucille. Where's my sister? She comes into the story later. Now 4th year is when alcohol got involved and drugs. I hated destroying myself every minute knowing I was fucked up. We would party every Friday and Saturday. Me and Jenna would hook up, or hunter or Lucille or some random ass girl I had no clue what her name even was.

It seems like a good life right? Mhm yeah I bet you do but that was at first. Don't get me wrong when I am high it's the best fucking thing ever but when I am not it feels like my whole life is being destroyed by the minute. So it makes me just want to get High and drunk again so I keep doing it.

And that's how I ended up here. Doing lines off a random ass girls breasts while jasper cheered me on. It felt good to be high after going through withdraws the whole summer. I quickly turned around to see Jenna walking in with hunter and Lucille. They are the little group along with my sister. Where is my sister?

I quickly pushed jasper out of the way walking over to Jenna who had on a black top with a short mini skirt "where's my sister?!" I shouted over the blaring music.

"Fucking a guy, and hello to you too." She laughed as she quickly walked off as I gave hunter a hug. Hunter is my best friend, she's amazing. Her and jasper, I can always go to and if I want a quick fuck hunter satisfies those needs for me. But not like that- we have never been together and we never will but she's just a great friend.

"She's not fucking a guy by the way, she's on the way- that's her now." She smiled as she turned to see violet walking in, she always wears crazy eye makeup and cool shoes that are colorful with a colorful outfit with a little backpack. Always the little backpack.

"I don't want you drinking tonight." I stated sternly at her as she looked up at me confused. "Albus brought the liquor so don't fuck with it." I laughed as she took a relieved breath laughing with me.

"You scared me fucks sake I thought someone poisoned the drinks. Get me a line set up I will be over in a second." She smiled before walked off over to jasper. He kissed her head as they made out. They've been on and off for a while. I like them together, it's better then a random ass guy that I don't know. At least I can trust jasper.

"Let's get this party started!" Hunter cheered as I laughed before she pulled me through the crowd siting with our other friends. We are all a big friend group, pretty sure half of us have either had threesomes with everyone here or at least hooked up with everyone.

"Woah Lucille you look hot tonight." Violet muttered. Her and Lucille have also hooked up. Violet goes with both crowds.

"Thanks v, you know I was trying to go for that slutty bitch that Venus never wants to talk to." She looked over to me as I shifted in my position from being uncomfortable. Me and Lucille hooked up a week ago during the summer and she said she doesn't want me to fuck any other girls. So I have been ignoring her cause yeah.

"Fuck off." I scoffed taking a sip of alcohol as jasper leaned back putting his arm over violet.

"Holy shit it's Noah ." Hunter muttered under her breath. Noah , see Noah is not that bad but he's just new to our group so it's taking time for me to adjust with him being here. He transferred last term and we all quickly became friends. Hunter is like in fucking love with him.

"Ladies." He greeted as he looked at all of us. This fucking dick.

"Fuck you." Jasper laughed sarcastically as Noah sat down.

"Will do." He winked as we all laughed. Noah knew how to come up with those snarky comebacks. It was annoying but pretty funny.

We all did some lines before the girls went dancing as me and the guys were still sitting down "Hunter? Is she dating anyone?" Noah asked as me and jasper looked at each other surprised looking back at Noah.

I couldn't let this git get my best friend. He's going to have to work for it.

"Yeah me." I breathed as he raised his eyebrow. "Since the summer." Noah leaned forward as his finger sat on his chin.

"Oh cool, you know I get what I want Venus." He smirked leaning back. My face got cold as I readjusted my position again. I looked over at Hunter having the time of her life next to Jenna.

Me and Jenna have been on and off too. We actually had a relationship but I broke it off cause I am too fucked up i know I will hurt her. Me and her have a really complicated relationship. We are both people who love to fuck around so we fit nicely with each other.

"I know you get what you want pretty boy but make sure to stay in your lane." I sipped my drink again as I smirked.

"How are you and my sister?" I asked jasper as his eyes stared across the room "eyes the fuck off my sister or else I won't ask you that question again."

He quickly perked up meeting my eyes "yeah um we are good I guess, not much has happened but I really like her she just can get so fucking mean." He laughed.

"Very aware." I breathed looking at violet.

"You know I want to ask her out." He muttered as I looked up at him surprised.

"Don't do a whole fucking thing- she won't like that, just ask her causally when you two are alone." I smiled as he nodded.

"Okay will do." He smiled back as I stared at Noah. The two most important woman in my life are my mum and my sister yet he's staring at one and that's enough. I quickly stand up as he looks up at me.

"Get your fucking eyes off my sister or you won't have any to look at her with." I demanded as his Brown eyes met mine.

"But he was just looking at her why can't I?" He scoffed. This mother fucker.

"Because I don't trust you enough so lovegood I will fuck you up if you look at her like that ever again." I demanded again.

"Will do Malfoy." He spit as I sat back down.

"Perv." I scoffed taking another sip before walking back up to the dorms and laying down.

I heard a knock on my dorm as I groaned "come in." Jenna walked in as I sighed. Of course she's here.

"Venus, what's wrong?" She asked walking closer standing over me as I looked up at her.

"Just Noah is fucking annoying." I scoffed as I met her eyes. Her smile crept up onto her face as I laughed.

Her hands trailed up my body as her tiny figure climbed up on top of me "I can help you feel better." She whispered.

"Does everything have to be sex with you?" I laughed pushing her off standing up. Her face dropped as I looked at her.

"I- I am sorry I didn't know, I just I thought- I thought I could help." She cleared her throat "I am sorry really Venus." She pulled me in for a hug as I wrapped my arms around her.

"It's okay. Just can you leave me alone for a bit?" I asked as she smiled kissing my cheek walking out.

I flopped on my bed not fucking ready for classes.

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