I can't be yours

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Hey besties

Violet.

I sat in my dorm as the night sky set. I was reading a book, I had my long sweater and mini dress with my hair lose and almost ready for bed when someone knocked on my door. I got up curiously and opened it "jasper? What are you doing here?" I asked as he stood with a blanket and a box. He looked exited for something that was about to come.

"Can you follow me?" He asked as I tilted my head.

"What why?" I replied as he shrugged out of frustration.

"Because I have something for you now will you please follow me." He said basically pulling me out of my dorm as I was still in my pajamas.

"Where are we going?" I laughed as he dragged me through the Ravenclaw common room. Once we got to the corridors they were silent and vacant. He picked up speed as we ran through the corridors hand and hand. My long gown ran through the wind as we entered the courtyard and down the grassy hill. He stopped on this hill as he set down everything before I sat down on the blanket.

"Tada! Picnic." He smiled as I laughed pulling out the food.

"Why did you bring me here?" I smiled as I leaned back on my hands as we looked into each other's eyes.

"Because I wanted to." He grinned as I shrugged.

"No seriously why?" I said as his smile faded a bit.

"Because I wanted to show how much I care for you and that I really didn't mean what I said." He replied as I smiled at the fact that I do really like him.

"I know my answer now," I giggled as his eyes lit up. "I will be yours jasper." He moved in and kissed my lips as his hands held my jaw. He grinned against my lips.

He pulled away as we layed back looking at the night sky as I looked over at him. His jawline was perfect, his hair layed over the blanket as his skin glowed against the moonlight. His eyes shimmered as his head turned to look at me.

We smiled as we both sat there admiring each other and seeing each other in that moment. Living in this moment, thinking about nothing more then each other.

We stayed for a while before heading back up and to the slytherin common room. Morgan pucey sat on the couch as I grinned to her "hey violet, I heard you were trying to find out what happened with your parents- you know back when they where here." She said calmly.

"How do you know about that?" I asked walking closer.

"My father." She grinned as I looked surprised. What does Adrian pucey have to do with my mum and dad?

"How? Did our parents know him?" I exclaimed as she nodded.

"Yeah he told me that Lucilles mum and Jennas mum were actually obsessed with your dad, like no joke wasn't even funny the lengths they would go to just to see him." She started "but after you mum and my father saw each other for a bit but they broke it off, my father became friends with pansy and Cassie on the low to see what they wanted to do. They told him everything."

"Well? What was it?" I asked as me and jasper sat on the seats across from the couch.

"So the day of the war they went to Malfoy manor and fucking held Theodore nott and Lola zabini at knifepoint and fucking threatened to kill them, but see Sydney- she poisoned pansy and threw a spell at Cassie and thought she erased their memories. So after that my father went to the hospital and they were able to heal both of them and they remember it all." She grinned as my mouth was wide open.

What the fuck.

"Wait so my mum managed to poison jennas mum and knock out luces mum and save jaspers dad and Lola?" I said. That's insane? Now way my mum did that?

"Yea and your mum, and dad, theo and blaise were literally like the people of the school. Like they went to all of the parties. All of the guys got In fights, she screwed all of them-"

"Okay okay I don't need to hear about my father fucking Sydney." Jasper interrupted as Morgan laughed.

"Well that's it." She stood up about to walk off but I stopped her.

"How do I know you are telling the truth?" I pulled her back around as she laughed again.

"Bring it up to them, watch their expressions." She winked before walking off and back to her dorm.

"Holy shit." I said stunned as jasper did too. I sat on the couch putting my head in my hands.

"No way my father was held at knife point? And Lola?" Japer thought out loud.

I have to tell Venus.

I ran up to his dorm "I know what happened!" I shouted opening his dorm and he sat on his bed, drunk.

"Violet leave you- you can't see me right now." He mumbled standing up and almost pushing me out but I stopped him.

"Venus what happened?!" I exclaimed as i took the empty bottle from his hands, he looked like he didn't even know He drank the whole thing.

"N- no it's fine Jenna- violet sorry." He muttered as i took him and put him on the bed.

"Fucks sakes you were clean- for a little bit and I was proud. I was proud. I still am and it's going to be okay." I whispered as he looked like he was going to be sick.

I ran to the bathroom bringing a trash can for him to throw up in. He whipped his mouth before I put him back in bed the putting the trash can beside his bed. I crawled in as i took his head laying it on my chest and rubbed my hands through his hair.

After a little while jasper walked in but Venus was already asleep. "What happened?" He asked walking closer.

"I walked in and he was drunk, I don't know what happened." I whispered as I looked at Venus again seeing him passed out.

"I am sorry v." Jasper whispered as he put his arm around me.

"Should I tell mum and dad." I asked as he looked surprised.

"Oh um Merlin I don't know, really v I know you want him to get help but at the same time- fuck I don't know," he paced around as I let out a huff of frustration "I really don't know, he doesn't want you to but at the same time I want him to be safe."

"Me too." I whispered as a tear ran down my face. Jasper noticed and came over to me whipping it off.

"It's okay, we can talk to him later." He smiled as I nodded.

Again I don't know what to do.