I can't be yours

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Smut and trigger warning⚠️

Violet.

I worry about my brother. He really scares me sometimes with what he takes and drinks. I really want him to stop and try to get clean but it's so hard and I know but I have to talk to him about it.

We sat with everyone as Noah and I locked eyes. His brown eyes pierced through mine as I shifted in my position. Noah's cute but I like jasper and I don't want to mess that up.

Jasper walked in with Hunter and Venus was so high or drunk- honestly I couldn't tell anymore. I quickly ran over seeing him. He reeked as I stepped closer. "Is he okay? Are you okay?" I held him as he laughed.

"I am so good v." He smirked as we carried him up to his room laying him down "nooo I want to party." He yawned as we pulled the covers over him.

"No venus you really need to rest." Hunter said "I will stay with him, you two can go." She smiled as she picked up a bin and some water forcing some down his throat.

"Okay thank you." I said as me and jasper walked out walking to the common room.

"Hey he's resting and me and jasper are going to my dorm. I will see you all tomorrow." I smiled as I hugged Jenna and Lucille walking out with jasper.

Thankfully the ravenclaw dorms and common room are not far away so we quickly made it there before we walked into my dorm as I shut the door.

I needed to get my mind off my brother. I had to. I quickly turned jasper around placing my lips on his as his hands cupped my cheeks. Our tongues found each other as he pushed me against the door. His hands moved down my body as I let out a soft moan.

I quickly looked at him as his eyes filled with desire and lust as we kissed. 

His lips Made their way down my neck as he left a trail of kisses. My legs wrapped around his waist as he picked me up still kissing me and bringing me to the bed. I looked over to big ass mirror that lined my wall as I looked back at him.

"Are you are?" He asked.

"Yes." I replied as he tore off my top and my skirt. I helped him with his shirt as he kissed down my body and to my stomach.

He broke our kisses by staring at me with his hands trailing down my body. His icy cold finger tips slowly making their way down my body as I let out a soft moan.

He took off his pants before he unclasped my bra. His kisses trailed up my cleavage as I wrapped my legs around his waist. I moved my hands down to his hard dick as he quickly stopped kissing me.

"Want me, now do you?" He smirked as I bit my lip.

He pulled down his boxers as I lifted my hips as he took of my underwear. He looked over to the mirror as I did too. "Look at me in the mirror as I fuck you." He said sternly as I whipped my head to meet his eyes.

I nodded as he lined his tip against my entrance. He went in slow getting used to his size because we haven't fucked in like 2 months. We both let out moans of pleasure as he started thrusting faster. He took my cheek turning my head as my face hit the bed watching him in the mirror.

He smirked at me as he started going faster. As I looked at him in the mirror it made me even more turned on as he thrusted deep inside of me. My legs wrapped around his waist again as my back arched.

My mouth opened but I couldn't say anything as he started going faster. His hard dick was now pumping inside of me with full force as I moaned his name. I saw the smirk on his face in the mirror as I did.

He hit my g spot as I gripped onto the sheets. Fuck.

He thrusted a few more times "I'm- fuck- I am close." He grunted as I nodded.

My walls started to tighten as he dick started to pulsate inside of me. I looked up at him as he quickly turned my face back to the mirror. He slowly pulled out as he cumed and I did too.

He layed down next to me as our breathing filled up the room. I looked over at him as he moved a piece of hair behind my ear staring into my eyes. His lips parted but he didn't say anything.

"Were you going to say something?" I asked as his mouth hung open.

"No. We should-"

Please ask me out. Please ask me out.

"We should go check up on your brother hm?" He asked standing up. My lips parted as my face fell. I smiled as I nodded playing it off.

"You are serious right now?" I laughed standing up as he looked at me.

"Very serious, what v? Where you expecting me to ask you out?" He scoffed as I rolled my tongue across my cheek.

I got up putting on my top and skirt as we stood in silence. I felt so awkward. I know her thought about it. I don't want to make him ask me out but aren't we like fucking and kissing and flirting? I know we both like each other but what's up with him. I don't want him to ask me out in front of everyone like a fucking proposal, it's stupid and humiliating to have every person clap for you and you have to hug in front of everyone.

It's stupid.

And I hate it.

Everyone knows that.

Does he?

I want to be with him, I don't want to screw it up again or us get in a fight like we usually do. When we get in fights it's never good because it's gets really heated. Venus or Lucille would have to break us apart before it got physical. But of course that's only happened 2 times and I don't want it to happened again.

We looked at each other before I stormed out slamming the door before he followed. I quickly hurried down the corridors to the slytherin common room. I heard jasper trying to talk to me but everything was blurred out. A tear ran down my cheek but I quickly whipped it off.

I ran in as Jenna and Evan were talking. "Hey, you okay?" Jenna asked walking over to me as I smiled.

"Great- yeah um I am going to check on Venus." Jasper quickly walked in as he turned me around.

"Can we please talk-"

"I can't talk right now jasper later." I ran up to his room as he was sitting up smiling with Hunter. You could tell he was still a little drunk but getting over it "hey v." I whispered climbing onto the bed.

"What's wrong- tell me what's wrong." He said moving closer to me. "Hunter please give us a minute." Hunter left as he pulled me into his arms.

"I really don't want to talk about it." I breathed out as he stared at me in the eyes.

"That's fine."

"How are you feeling." I layed back on the bed as he did too staring at the ceiling.

"Better." He responded as I looked over at him. His face stayed where it was as I looked back up.

"The drugs- I need you to stop." I blurted as he stood up.

"V it's not that easy you know that?" He laughed as I stood up too.

"No i am just saying that it's not good for you." I crossed my arms looking down.

"Oh yeah and how do you know what's good for me?" He scoffed as I looked up at him.

"Because I am your bloody sister for merlins sakes! I hate it! I hate seeing you like that!" I cried as he laughed at me. "What! What's so fucking funny! You know if mum and dad where here they would send you to fucking rehab but guess who has never told anyone? Me!" I shouted at him.

"Yeah I know v! You don't think I know that! It's hard! You don't have a fucking drug addiction! Do you! No!" He got closer as I stepped back.

"No I don't but Venus, I hate to see you like this! Please." I begged "Just try." I stepped forward as he pulled me to him.

"I- I can't make any promises v." He sighed as I sobbed in his arms.

Lol that smut scene was not the best I have even written srry😁