For Forever...

One Thing Leads to Another

Feb 2015

Kayle POV

I let out a big sigh before clicking on her name. She answered after the first ring.

"Yea hold on though I have to take this its my sister in law she only calls in emergency situations. Hey Kay what's up!"

"Not too much really, are you busy though, unfortunately I have a huge favor to ask you"

"I'm at work, what's up?"

"Oh never mind then its about JJ"

"Well Kay what's going on? You know I'll drop everything for you and her."

"My brother got hurt at work and is in the ER, mom went to him and dropped JJ off with my I guess boyfriend or whatever, and I trust him and what not but I also haven't known him that long..."

"Just have him drop her off at the Sunny day care on 3rd, that's where I'm working of course I'll take her, I understand. You don't know him well enough to just give your daughter to him for who knows how long I get it!! Have him drop her off and I'll just keep her, tell your mom everything will be fine she has a room at my place and all remember."

"Okay hun are you sure?"

"Of course I'm sure! I love that little girl with all my heart! Plus it'll give Jensen some unbeknownst bonding time!"

"Jensen is there?"

"Yea you didn't see him? He was at the wedding, said he saw you an some guy... and everything."

"No I didn't see him...I swore I saw him at the airport though"

"You probably did he said he was going to try and catch you before you left for New York again, but apparently your new boyfriend was at the wedding and airport so he didn't want to say anything, because well it was apparently shy Jensen that day which you know never happens, and he didn't want to cause problems."

"Oh my god"

"I'm a little shocked you didn't see him."

"I was so busy at the wedding making sure everyone was where they were supposed to I didn't even see JJ until like midnight."

"Wow, well I have to get back to work I'll send you tons of pictures!!"

"Thank you so much seriously I owe you."

"You do not! I get to spend time with my neice that's enough for me! Love you!"

"Love you too!"

We both hung up, and I instantly called Chris back.

"Hey"

"Hey so you can bring her to Sunny Day Care on 3rd, ask for Mackenzie, she's going to take her for the night"

"Alright"

"Just this way you don't have to miss a day of shooting or anything at all, and she has a room and everything with Mackenzie so its just easier. She can stay there however long instead of having to worry about anything with my mom."

"I got it, not a problem. I'll bring here there in a little while."

"Okay thank you, I have to call my mom and get back to class. Please let me know when you drop her off"

"Will do, talk to you soon."

"Bye"

We both hung up and I quickly dialed my mom.

"Hey honey your brother-"

"I know mom Chris told me, but before anything about Ker, JJ is getting dropped off with ... Jensen's sister, she fully know about JJ and has for awhile. We've had a few play dates and everything...but this way she's with someone we all know and fully trust, and she has a bedroom for her at her place so she can stay there and you can focus on Ker. JJ will also be spending some time with Jensen. He still doesn't know obviously but he's staying with Mackenzie so, I figured you'd like that at least..."

"Sweetie, my goodness, okay. Just send me her number and make sure she has mine, and love...I'm very happy that little girl will be spending time with her daddy."

"Me too, and I'm going to tell him soon mom I promise I just, I don't know I haven't seen him. When I come back home after school I'm going to go talk to his parents and go from there."

"Good, I hate keeping this from my best friend. Your brother by the way is okay he's in surgery and they're keeping him overnight at least one night probably 2 or 3."

"Okay, I have to get back to class so please just keep me updated with everything."

"I will love you sweetie."

"love you too mom"

I headed back to class worried as all hell for several reasons. Mainly JJ knows who Jensen is to her, what if she calls him daddy and then questions start flying. I won't be around to answer any of them except skype or phone and that is not how I want any of that to go down, and is it really a good time for me to try and start a relationship. Especially one with another actor. I mean I've been with an actor obviously Jensen... and a musician, both way to busy to be involved or at least it felt that way being so lonely sometimes. I just don't know now that I am away from Chris, is this really want I want to be involved with right now, it is the right time for me to move on. I know my mom is right, I'm not over Jensen, I don't think I ever will be honestly. My phone buzzing snapped me out of my thoughts.

C - Hey she's with the aunt, call me whenever.

M - Are you like mad or something?

C - Na was looking forward to spending time with her.

M - Well no offense I'm still getting to know you so it kind of scares me, really not sure what my mom was thinking.

C - Well damn

M - It's not like that, she's my baby.

C - ok well she's dropped off I'll talk to you later.

M - uh ok.

I shoved my phone back in my pocket knowing I made the right decision to have him drop JJ off instantly. His little attitude even just through text was a bit ridiculous. I've barely known him for a week I don't even know why my mom thought it was okay to just drop JJ on him like that. I'm not okay with it, its scary.

The next 6 weeks flew by and I found an amazing internship that was going to be perfect for me. It was on a TV show and everything. Chris had come to NY to hang out and start a new show there, and I told him about it and he was pissed, why I'm not sure but whatever. He gave me an ultimatum to either drop the internship or we were over. I told him I wasn't dropping the internship because it was a once in a lifetime opportunity for me, then packed my stuff into my SUV and started driving back to Texas without even telling him where I was going. I don't do ultimatums, I've realized over the last 6 weeks that I couldn't do a relationship with someone that wasn't Jensen. I couldn't handle having to learn everything about some one else. Having to figure out how to defuse situations all over again. On top of that Chris seemed to always want to pick a fight with me about any and everything, since the day I had him drop JJ off with Mackenzie its been a fight at least once a week, he would come up every other weekend and we would go out and have fun. Then we'd get back to my place and he'd get all pissed because I wouldn't have sex with him. Well sorry I didn't want to be pressured into something I still believed was precious.

So now here I am, driving alone, on my way to Texas. I had told my mom and that was about it. She had been staying with a friend in Alabama while I was in New York, and planned to come back the same day I was, just later on. I was excited I just wanted to see my little girl.