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Unpredictable

Unpredictable

March 31st, 1999

Kayle's POV

I slowly opened my eyes, thankfully to a dark room. Though I could hear slight beeping coming from something next to me. When I went to look I was greeted by a warm smile in a pair of scrubs.

"Welcome back to us sweetie, don't try to talk yet. You're going to be really sore. My name is nurse Karen, your amazing husband there hasn't left your side the whole time you've been out. You have an amazing man don't let him go sweetie." She smiled softly patting my arm. I looked over at Jensen who was sound asleep, his hand holding onto mine as he sat in the chair next to me his head on the bed. I turned back and smiled back at her. "Now you're going to be in just a little bit of pain, you've been out through the worst of it though." I looked at her confused which I think she understood. "Sweetie, you were in an accident, a really bad one, I don't know the specifics but you have been in a coma for about 12 days, and that boy hasn't left this room for more then a bathroom break in that time. Get some more rest, everyone is going to want to see you once they find out you're awake." She smiled at me again before leaving the room, I smiled back lying there staring up at the ceiling, then back down at Jensen. I smiled again before forcing my right arm up, which felt like a ton of bricks but I lifted it anyway, and lightly set it on top of Jensen's head rubbing through his hair for probably a solid minute before he started to stir. I watched as he took in a deep breath and slowly opened his eyes looking at me then to his watch before he did a quick double take back to me. I was staring at him smiling. He sat up pulling me into a hug which hurt a little bit, then he grabbed my face in between his hands and kissed me a dozen times both of us slightly laughing before he pulled away.

"Kayls, oh my god Kayls, I was so scared I was never going to see that gorgeous smile again!"

I whispered "The nurse told me not to talk, ouch I understand why now…" Jensen grabbed a water bottle helping me take a small sip.

"I'll get a straw." He smiled kissing me again before he got up and ran to the door. "Mrs. Karen!" He turned back still smiling and then I could hear the one sided conversation until she came into the room. "She's awake! Yea just a minute or so, wait you know!? Why didn't you wake me up!"

"Boy you've barely slept the past almost two weeks, I wasn't waking you up. Did you call her parents yet?"

"No it's like two am."

"You know they're going to want to know, go call them now." She warned I couldn't help but laugh. Jensen stood in the hallway making a call before coming in and sitting back down next to me. He took ahold of my hand kissing it over and over again the smile not leaving his gorgeous face. Mrs. Karen did a few more checks before heading out of the room.

"Kayls, god it is so good to see those beautiful eyes." I smiled again.

"Kiss me"

"Don't have to tell me twice." He leaned over and kissed me, lightly at first till I all but forced him to deepen it, which he gladly did. We only broke apart when we heard someone clearing their throat. He pulled away smiling at me kissing my forehead before sitting down. When I looked up at our guest I was mortified.

"Daddy, its…it isn't what it looks like!"

"It doesn't look like my daughter is awake and her boyfriend is excited to see this and giving her a hello I've missed you kiss?" I looked over at Jensen who was smiling.

"Why are you smiling he's going to kill you."

"Love, your dad and I had a talk, everything is going to be perfect from now on." I looked over at my dad who nodded his head and smiled, he actually smiled. I think I was in shock. My mom came in the room and ran over to kiss me and hug me, my dad followed and we all sat there and talked for a few minutes well what I thought was a few minutes but apparently time isn't my strong suit right now. Who I assumed was the doctor came in to talk with us all about my injuries and everything.

"Okay so we've assessed your injuries and you're going to be fine after a little bit of time. As you can see you have a broken leg, what you can't see is the ribs, several broken several more bruised, a long with most of the bruising that has healed and we've had you on blood thinners to make sure no blood clots appear. You also unfortunately lost the baby, this accident is going to make getting pregnant a little harder for you because of the lacerations of your lower abdomen area, and if you do become pregnant carrying to term is very slim. Once your cast comes off you're going to need physic"

"Excuse me did you say baby?" Jensen interrupted

"Baby?!" My dad piped up

"I wasn't pregnant" I quickly said.

"According to all of your blood work the nurses had done when you first came in you were about 16 weeks along Ms. Santiago. You didn't know, I'm very sorry to spring this on you."

"No I wasn't there must have been a mix up I was not pregnant I couldn't..."

"We will leave you guys to process and come back around in a little while" The doctor left.

"Jensen I swear"

"You impregnated my baby girl?" Jensen sat there quiet one hand over his mouth the other still holding mine. "Son this wasn't part of our deal" Jensen jumped up from his seat and walked out of the room. My mom took his seat.

"Mommy I swear I didn't know I've been taking my birth control every single day never missed one! Even when I was sick and didn't see him for a week I still took it!"

"Shh, shh baby its okay" I started crying and my mom held me tight. About 30 minutes went by before the door opened and Jensen walked in.

"We will give you two some time" My dad stood up taking my moms hand and walked to the door, he patted Jensen on the back before leaving closing the door behind them. Jensen walked over to me and stood next to me.

"Your birth control?"

"Jense I take it every single day, my mom said when I was sick it may have cancelled out the pills or something I don't know"

"Kayle I can't have a kid right now, we, we can't have a kid right now."

"Well I mean we aren't since I lost the baby because of the accident"

"I didn't mean it like that, I just mean with my career trying to get it to take off and everything I cant...I want to be there when or if we have kids."

"Well Jensen we aren't having kids anytime soon no worries." He looked at me the sadness in his eyes I could tell he was fighting with himself internally on top of his eyes being super red. He was definitely crying at some point.

"I'm not ready to share you. I just got you back." He hugged me tight lying next to me in the hospital bed we just held one another, not wanting to let go.

Three days later I was finally being released from the hospital after my accident. We told my parents and his about the apartment and everyone was surprisingly cool about it, but we couldn't move in until after my leg healed. Jensen had to go back to LA for the shooting of the TV show we was on right now so I got to enjoy watching him every day on TV. Our lives for the most part were normal he came back when he could on the weekends and when he wasn't shooting which was hard because the show ran five days a week. But he somehow managed to make it to every one of my doctors appointments. By some miracle my cast came off 8 weeks later and i was in physical therapy for 2 more months before i could walk normally again without any help. The accident shattered my leg, apparently I also went into full blown cardiac arrest because of pain meds, I had broken my wrist as well which made crutches hard so you can understand how happy I am to not be in any casts anymore.

A/N sorry for the extreme delay in updating! My significant other was in a near fatal accident a few weeks ago thankfully everything is okay and hes alive and doing well!