For Forever...

Supernatural Secrets

Supernatural Secrets

November 2006

It's been almost 2 years since we lost our baby, losing another one in the process as well, it hurts more than I could ever imagine losing something that is part of me and part of Jensen. A piece of our love and my body just can't hold on to it. We've since stopped having any talk about babies for awhile and I've put my focus on school to get through it and not have anymore stress about it before we even think about moving forward with our future.

"I can't believe that we have to be in a sorority in order to graduate just because of these stupid scholarships!" Tristian basically yelled in our dorm room. We decided to make sure we were in college together going after our degrees. We both took a year and a half off after high school before picking a college to go to. We wanted to enjoy a little of life before having to be big girls. Now here we are Seniors in college and having to just now try to get into a sorority in order to not have to pay back our scholarships. So dumb. Also our fault for forgetting all about this little requirement.

"Lets just go before we are late." I rolled my eyes already halfway out the door. She ran behind me as we walked across campus to Alpha Delta Pi. We ran through the door and stood with the line of other girls trying to get in.

"Ladies! This isn't over we have one final test for you! We have a ball in two days and here is the deal. You want in you need to bring someone famous, some kind of celebrity. The more known the better your chances. Lots of shows are filmed around here so it shouldn't be too hard!" Tristian raised her hand. "Yes?"

"What if they're married?"

"Double points."

"Lets just say one of us is married to one."

"Well you can have my role if you're married to one." She laughed. "Anyway, you must bring them and kiss them by the end of the night to secure your spot! That's all for today!" She shooed us away.

"Well you have shoe in, me on the other hand I'm shit out of luck. I'm single and can't even attempt to get a regular boyfriend since Kieryn and I broke up let alone a celebrity." I rolled my eyes and pulled out my phone.

"Hey baby" I could hear the smile in his voice.

"Hey love, are you busy?"

"For you never." As I hear in the back round 'Jensen you get 5' and heard him laugh.

"God I miss your laugh."

"Few more days beautiful."

"Kind of why I called. I know you're coming home this weekend…but can you make it a day earlier and maybe bring a friend?" He laughed again.

"What?"

"So... you know how Tris and I have to have a sorority on our transcripts or whatever to graduate…well the one we are trying to get in just gave us all and impossible task that I just so happen to have a slight upper hand at."

"And what is this task?"

"We need to bring a celebrity to this ball thing on Friday night." He laughed even louder, and spoke to someone on his end.

"Yo, you wanna go home a day earlier and hit up a college party? Friday night. Still in Texas just at the U. Yes for my lady, yea she has a friend." He came back to me "We will be there."

"Thank you."

"Anything for you, I've got to go though talk tonight?"

"Of course, go save the world Dean Winchester." He laughed again.

"I love you Kayls"

"I love you too." We both hung up and I looked over at Tris, by now we were back at our dorm room. "Taken care of, and you have a date."

"What! Who?"

"I'm not sure I assume the guy that plays Jensen's brother but he didn't say. Lets just eat and go find dresses okay?" She laughed and we did just that. Before we knew it, it was Friday and I was so excited. We were both completely dressed and ready to go waiting for the boys. A slight knock on our dorm door and I ran to open it. Jensen grabbed be before I could focus on him and slammed his mouth onto mine. I smiled in his kiss wrapping my arms around his shoulders. It had been almost a month since we last saw one another because of his filming schedule and conventions that he had to do. This was his first weekend off, and last weekend off for another month if not more.

"Well hi there Jensen nice to see you too oh you brought a handsome friend in a suit fantastic! What did you say his name was? Oh that's right you didn't cause you were too busy sticking your tongue down my best friends throat to be a gentleman!"

"Tristian….Jared….Jared….Tristian." He said in between kisses. "God I missed you." I smiled as he placed his forehead on mine looking deeply into my eyes.

"Nice to meet you Jared"

"You too Tristian."

"Let's go!" She threw her arm in his and walked down the hallway. I laughed

"We should go too."

"But I just got to you."

"We have all weekend to spend in any bed that you want." He groaned and kissed me hard and reluctantly let go only allowing contact at our hands as I lead the way. We walked up right behind Tristian and Jared at the door, while Jenna the head of the sorority was stammering over her words at Jared before letting them in once he kissed Tristian on the cheek. Jensen and I walked up in front of her.

"Wow, you both uhm delivered. You're Jensen Ackles, Dark Angel, Smallville, Supernatural, oh my god. Kayle how much did you have to pay him for this." Jensen looked at her and smiled.

"So what was the deal for this anyway?" He asked.

"Well she gets in for bringing you as long as yall kiss before the end of-" He didn't wait for her to finish before he put his hand up on my cheek and brought my lips to his kissing me soft and delicately. I could sense Jenna getting more and more jealous. He pulled away kissing me lightly before smiling and looked back at Jenna.

"Anything else?" He smiled and I saw Tristian jump from behind her.

"Well she did say Kayle would have her position if someone just so happened to bring a celeb that was married!" She smiled and waited.

"Oh nice, so if her and I were married she'd be in for sure?"

"Uh if y'all were married she'd straight be queen of the house, but that will never happen." She smirked at me and I tried to contain my smile.

"Huh…" Jensen took my left hand with his showing off our rings. Jenna laughed.

"Like rings mean anything."

"You're right." He pulled out his phone showing her one of our wedding pictures. Her jaw dropped to the floor. "Can we go in now, seems I have some celebrating to do with my wife." He lightly pushed past her to go into the hall where the ball was being held. Jensen and I danced all night keeping one another as close as possible. I saw Jenna pissed over by the drinks so I excused myself from him to go talk to her.

"What do you want? You already have my position you going to kick me out?"

"No, and I don't want your position. I want to be treated with respect. You're going to be here another year. I just need to do this to graduate. Same with Tristian."

"How did you hook a guy like that anyway?"

"We've known one another since we were kids, it just kind of happened."

"How though he's like perfect."

"He chose me."

"He's probably cheating on you."

"Listen, we've been married for two years and together for like 11 years. Never once has he even thought about cheating on me. When you know its right everything is easy, even the distance. So no matter how hard you were to try, he wouldn't even give you a once over because he loves me…always."

"Good for you Kayle. You and Tristian are both in. See you on Monday." With that she walked out. The rest of the night was perfect. I excused myself again to use the long ass line for the bathroom with Tristian and when we came back i found Jenna hanging on Jensen. I walked over staying hidden to listen.

"So look I know that yall are like not for real and stuff that you need someone that isn't a prude or whatever and will let you fuck everyone so how about..."

"Excuse me, Jenna right? Listen I've had hundreds of advances in the past month alone all from girls who have no idea I'm married, and I'm thousands of miles away from the woman I love, I could easily have any and every single one of them. The reason I turn them away is because that woman that I love, you see she holds my heart, she holds my soul. Without her I'd be a nobody, I'd be going through the daily motions but my life wouldn't have meaning. So if you don't mind moving, I'm going to go find the beautiful love of my life so we can go make some babies." He turned slightly as she put her hand on his cheek at the same time.

"You don't mean that." She stuck out her chest hard he took her hand lightly pulling it off of him and pushed it back to her.

"Actually I do, and it's not just because she is here somewhere." He turned away from her running into me right away. "Hey baby" his smile and posture softened when his eyes met my smiling face. I grabbed him pulling him to me to kiss him greedily, needed his lips on mine, his touch on my body, his breath on my skin. He broke away "Ready to get out of here?" I nodded as we left going back to the dorm so I could grab clothes for the weekend since Jensen got us a hotel, and made sure Jared had a ride home whenever he was ready to go. Jared ended up staying and hanging out with Tristian when Jensen and I left the dorms and headed to the hotel.

He opened the door his lips on mine instantly. His hands tugged on my zipper pulling the dress down my body as I unbuttoned his shirt and pants pushing them both off. He pulled off his white tee pulling me back to him and picking me up. I wrapped my legs around his waist as he walked us to the bedroom stopping for a second I realized we were in the master bathroom. I gave him a strange look but he just kissed me harder and unclasped my bra sliding it off my arms and yanking off my panties. He walked us into the shower. I laughed when the water hit my face.

"We came straight from set. I need to shower feel like a whore with make up on." I laughed harder but just nodded my head kissing him for a second before grabbing the soap that was there. I pushed him under the water for a second before rubbing soap all over him starting at his chest. His eyes went back and forth from watching me to watching my eyes. I paid special attention to his hardness bringing him close to the edge before letting go and continuing back up his torso to wash his hair. I slowly rubbed his scalp listening to him moan and grunt to my touch I couldn't help but smile. The second the soap was clear from his body he grabbed me lifting me up as if I weighed nothing and slamming me into the wall. Without warning of entrance he slammed inside, a loud pleasured scream letting loose from deep inside my chest. He stayed like this for what seemed like hours staring straight into my soul with every slow and sensual thrust. Three orgasms later from me he shut off the cold water and walked us to the bed without drying the rest of the way off. He sat down and I pushed his shoulders the rest of the way down to the bed and road him till we both moaned in pleasure as I exploded around him and he exploded inside me. I placed my body slightly over his as he slid us up into the bed and we both peacefully and happily fell asleep.