For Forever...

For Keeps This Time?

For Keeps This Time?

Valentines Day 2008

Jensen

I had a huge plan for tonight, I didn't need to surprise Kayle thankfully because we were already together. I took a few days off when she kept complaining that she was sick. I knew I needed to come home and take care of her. Now that I'm here I realize that she isn't actually sick. Let me explain the day I came back I surprised her and we went out to dinner. Out of nowhere at dinner she got really nauseous to the point she had to run to the bathroom. We got our food to go and went home. Buy the time we got home she was fine and scarfed down her food like she hadn't eaten all day. Then I was holding her while we were watching a movie my arm brushed against her boob while we were settling in and she all but screamed in pain. I mentioned it to my mom and the two of us have come to a conclusion. Kayle is most definitely pregnant. I snuck out while she was still asleep this morning and got a few tests. Which if you didn't know was very awkward to actually buy. I've bought tampons for her before and thought that was a little weird but this…this tops the charts. There are like literally 50 of them to choose from. I just got a pack that said early detection which I assume is all of them at this point but I don't freaking know. Anyway I set it on the counter so she would see it first thing when she went into the bathroom, and she did and came stomping her adorable ass into the kitchen where I was sitting drinking my coffee with a smile plastered on my face. She was not as amused and I couldn't help but let out a laugh.

"Jensen Ross Ackles, this is not funny."

"Mrs. Ackles it is quite funny actually."

"No, no it is not! My period isn't even due until…" I raised my eyebrows with a smirk taking over my lips as realization hit her. "Oh my god I'm late."

"Did you pee on the damn thing?" I pointed to the test not knowing if it was even open or not.

"I did not."

"Go pee on it baby." The most awkward thing I have ever had to say in my entire life.

"I can't, what if we are, what if I just lose it again…I can't handle another loss like that. Oh my god, I don't even know when my last period was. My boobs are…oh my god." She ran out of the kitchen and a minute later I heard the toilet flush. I slowly walked my way to the bedroom and into the bathroom where she was pacing back and forth. Grabbing ahold of her shoulders I stopped her.

"Breathe. Breathe with me." She stopped and did just that, it must have been a good 5 minutes of trying to get her to calm down before I was successful enough to reach over for the test. I looked at it and smiled.

"Jensen!"

"We're pregnant baby. I have a good feeling about this one." I saw panic in Kayle's eyes. "Go call the doctor lets find out how far along we are, they're going to want to monitor you very closely again anyway maybe they can squeeze us in for today." She ran out of the room and I could hear her panic through the phone before I walked out to meet her.

"Okay thank you" she tossed her phone on the bed. "They have an opening today like now well in like 25 minutes so we need to go, like now." I tried to hold in my laugh pulling her into a hug.

"Baby it's okay, I'm here." I let go of her to get dressed allowing her to get dressed also and she rushed me out the door. "Don't you want to eat?"

"Fuck eating apparently I didn't even know I was pregnant!" She yelled slamming the door behind her. I laughed and waited for her to open it back up. "Sorry…I uhm I'm not sure what just happened."

"Damn them hormones, making you even more sexy."

"Oh shut it get in the damn car." She rolled her eyes and smiled for the first time this morning. Soon as we got into the car he hand was on mine like a lifeline. I was sure by the time we got to the office my fingers were going to be broken.

"Good news Mr. and Mrs. Ackles it looks like you are most definitely pregnant and even better news…10 weeks along everything with baby looks very healthy."

"Everything with the last two looked normal as well how do we know this one will stick?" She asked the doctor.

"Well we don't unfortunately, but you've made it this far without a worry lets try not to start worrying now and just take it easy, keep yourself calm and just relax. We can get through this. Weekly appointments and we will do everything we can. Stay optimistic, you two deserve this wonderful gift." We thanked her as she left the room.

"We've got this baby girl"

"Jensen I am terrified."

"You heard the doctor alright lets take this one day at a time, and if its not the right time then we just wait okay?"

"That doesn't help Jense…I want this for us so bad."

"Me too baby, me too." I took her in my arms and we stood there for longer than we should have…basically until they kicked us out of the office. 

A/n just a quick update the next chapter is taking awhile for me to write ♡