For Forever...

For The First Time

For The First Time

Warning slightly mature!

March 12th 1997

I somehow managed to convince my mom and dad to allow me to go to California with my brother and Tristian for a week for my 16th birthday. Thankfully it was planned that we were staying right down the road from Jensen's house there, while he was filming for the show Days of our Lives. Though my parents didn't know that, didn't even know where at in California his place was, and obviously that was intentional. We spent the whole week hanging out, going to the beach and seeing everything possible it was so much fun. We had 2 more days left but today, today was my actual birthday and I was so excited to spend it with just Jensen. I had stayed at his place every night with him while here making the most out of this visit which just made it even more amazing. He even brought me to the set to hang out a couple times and watch him do his thing. I was so happy smiling so much it actually started to hurt! Being on set with him made me realize what I wanted to go to school for and I was already excited to go back to High School just so I could hurry up and finish and make a name for myself. Anyway Jensen and I went out to dinner then back to his place to watch a movie. He made some popcorn and sat down on the couch next to me, immediately jumping back up.

"You want a drink?"

"Yea, please" I smiled at him as he leaned down and kissed me before running back into the kitchen to grab us some drinks, he came back with a beer, and sat down a glass of OJ for me. "Really? How did you even get that?"

"Roommate is 21, want some?"

"You're a bad influence on me Mr. Ackles." He smiled and took a sip.

"Not as bad as I want to be"

"How many have you had!?" I laughed

"This is my first, lets watch the movie." He laughed and hit play pulling me closer to him before laying us down onto the couch. It wasn't long into the movie that well we stopped watching it and started making out. Our make out sessions have become progressively more….aggressive. Hands have gone every where, we've pretty much seen one another naked and have done pretty much everything except having actual sex. I was beyond ready to change that but he kept stopping us, why I have no freaking clue. This time he pulled away. "We need to calm down, lets finish the movie love." I smiled at him and climbed on top of him. He put his hands on my back gently rubbing up and down with his eyes closed. I pushed myself against him hoping he would get the point, and when his eyes popped open I'm pretty sure he did. I bit my lip and leaned down pressing my lips against him.

"No more stalling Jense, I'm ready, I want to do this."

"Kayls...you're only"

"No, I'm ready, I have been ready. We've been together almost two years. I want you to be my first everything, my only everything. I love you so much and I'm ready for this." I leaned back down and kissed him hard. He sat us up before standing up with me hooked around his waist. I had my eyes closed focusing on kissing him to ignore the butterflies that were in my stomach. A few seconds later he was laying me down on the bed. His lips not leaving mine. I put my hands on the hem of his t-shirt quickly pulling it up and over his head. I could feel his hardness through his pajama pants and loved that I made that happen. I took my hand and slid it down his bare stomach, sliding under the waistband of his pjs and boxers at the same time, taking his member in my hand and starting to do what I was so used to doing. Like every other time his breath hitched for a few seconds at the contact. He quickly pulled of my shirt and pants only breaking all contact when necessary. He started kissing my neck and down my chest making quick work of my bra and panties before he pulled away.

"Kayls I don't have any"

"You live with all guys in their 20s and nobody has a condom?"

"Well this wasn't exactly planned and they aren't here so, I can run to the store or we can real quick."

"Fuck it." He was so close to my opening that all it took was moving my hand and lifting my hips pulling him toward me since my legs were still wrapped around his waist, and he filled me, and I mean filled me. The intense pain and pleasure I was feeling at this very moment was so...I don't even know the word for it, because that's what I was ... speechless holding my breath. My eyes were wide, so were his and it took me a few seconds to realize he was talking to me.

"Kayls...Kayle are you okay?" I blinked a few times before answering slowly letting out the breath I was holding.

"Uhm yes, a little pain, but...amazing"

"Okay good now why did you do that, if something happens and you get pregnant I'm going to be killed. Like skinned alive by all of our parents…and your brother…and probably Tris."

"First off I've been on birth control for like a year and a half, second mood killer." I laughed and lightly slapped his arm which he in turn pulsated inside me causing my eyes to roll back without my control.

"Kayle Fallon Santiago why in the hell did you not tell me you were on birth control." The sexy growl that left his throat drove me crazy.

"Uh eww mood killer again, and because it never came up. Now shut up and make love to me." He smiled leaning down to kiss me lightly.

"Just let me know if it hurts and we can stop anytime." I pulled his lips back to mine greedily taking kisses. His movements started out slow which became more of a positive sensation with every thrust. I could feel my orgasm building like it was the first time he brought me to one all over again. This one felt different, it felt stronger, I wasn't sure if I could handle it. His movements increased in speed and became a little sloppy, which pushed me over the edge causing him to quickly pull out and let loose right on my stomach where he usually did anyway. He collapsed next to me reaching over to his night stand to grab a tissue. Then he sat up and wiped my stomach clean before laying back down next to me and pulling me close kissing me several times. "I love you so much, you are amazing" I smiled kissing him again "you okay?"

"Perfect" I looked straight into his eyes kissing him again before laying my head on his chest. He got us both under his covers and before I knew it we were both sound asleep extremely satisfied. I had lost my virginity to Jensen Ackles, the man I knew I was going to be with for the rest of my life.