For Forever...

Con To Remember

August 2nd, 2015

Kayle POV

I walked back to the green room to surprise Jensen a little earlier than I expected to even be at the convention. After all today was our big day, the day we were telling everyone at the convention, well all the fans, that we were together and that we had Justice so today was huge for us. We were home in Texas, at Austin Con. I was so nervous, and we didn't stay together last night because he went and did the Saturday night special, and didn't want to wake us up by coming home so late. Which by the way this was our first time back home in our new house as a family which is beyond amazing. Without him it wasn't the same, but I understand he didn't want to wake us up especially not Justice, she was scared enough being in a new place. We came back a few times and I got to decorate and pick out paint and we had a paint party and everything it was a lot of fun, but anyway. Here I was overly excited and anxious and nervous all at the same time, I was almost running just so that I could see him and be in his arms. We've only been away from one another for the past 2 nights, but in my defense since I sound completely desperate, since we've gotten back together, my birthday, we've spent every single night together in the same bed. We've seen each other every day. So this is just killing me. I was almost there when Jared basically jumped in front of me.

"Hey doll, what you doing here so early?"

"Going to see my man" He laughed.

"Well he's in there, one of the other guys invited a ton of people back so he's dealing with that. I snuck out, he wasn't so lucky though he did try."

"Then I guess I'll have to go save him."

"Princess in shiny heals go get ya man!"

He laughed again and hugged me, kissing my cheek before he walked away. Smile on my face I walked over to the room and peaked my head through the door. I first saw Misha who made eye contact with me, then his eyes went wide and he tried getting someone's attention. I followed his eyes and saw Jensen talking to Jason and Rob, and smiled. My smile fell instantly when I saw some girl sitting on Jensen's leg and when he turned to say something to Rob she leaned in. I walked out before I saw anything else. I heard Misha yell Jensen's name and within seconds heard foot steps behind me and a hand grabbed my wrist turning me around. I saw the fear in his eyes, he was terrified. He put his hand on my cheek and tried to kiss me, I moved my head to the side so he made contact with my cheek instead. I couldn't bare to see the disappointment shining through.

"Kayls"

"Please don't."

"Babe what you saw was nothing."

"It brought back enough memories to be something!"

"Kayls I promise you nothing happened, nothing will ever happen. It's you and me forever, there is nobody else in this world I want or need. You and Justice that's my life, that's it."

"Jensen I saw enough to prove that wrong."

"Kayle I was talking to Jason about a song we did last night she sat down I went to ask her to get up because well obviously she shouldn't be there but I didn't want to come off rude saying it. When I turned she tried to kiss me and I turned away and asked her to get up, that's when Misha yelled my name, I left right away, and here I am. I swear baby I would not do a single thing to hurt us ever again I told you. Us against the world remember. I am here with you, not there with her or anyone else ever."

"I ... I don't know what to believe I need to go think."

"You don't believe me..."

"It's not that I don't believe you Jensen. I love you, more than anything in the world. It's just hard, I get it it's the past and everything, I just need to go think for a little bit. It still hurts just remembering."