For Forever...

Don't Break Me

Kayle POV

The second I opened the door tears were running down my face I couldn't stop them, he looked so hurt, like I ran him over, and I didn't even get to tell him anything.

I looked up in time to see him walking to the truck head hanging low and not looking up. He got in and grabbed the keys off the center, starting the truck and throwing it in first.

The ride home was completely silent, when we pulled into the driveway he turned off the truck. I put my hand on the door to get out when he finally spoke up. "So, you cheated on your boyfriend with me and have no regrets doing it?"

"Jensen, you know if I didn't want it to happen, it wouldn't have happened." I saw that he smirked out of the corner of my eye.

"How old is your kid."

"She will be 2 in May."

Both of us were staring straight ahead out the windshield. The tears started running down my face again and he looked over. As soon as he saw my tear streaked face he jumped out and ran over and pulled open the door to pull me out and into a tight hug. "Kayls baby, I am so sorry."

"I should be sorry"

"Why?"

"Because I-"

Just then I heard footsteps coming up the driveway. "Everything alright over here?"

I turned my head in Jensen's chest, so I could see Chris, my boyfriend well ex-boyfriend I guess, who fucking knows, standing there wide-eyed and pissed. I couldn't gather myself enough to pull away from Jensen's strong arms, I don't think he would have willingly let me either.

Chris was the last person I expected to show up, when I left New York I left us up in the air as to if we were even together. He was pissed I was leaving and got a job in Canada, when his job was in New York for the time being, he just didn't understand I didn't want to follow him around for the rest of my life, he wasn't who I wanted to follow, I should say.

"Who are you?"

"I'm her boyfriend who are you?"

"Her best friend, Jensen." He stuck his hand out, but Chris didn't take it.

"Oh right, the dude that abandoned his own kid right?" I could feel Jensen tensing up and getting mad.

"Says the guy whose girlfriend is in another dudes' arms right now." He then whispered, "Although guess that does answer my other question."

"Oh my god testosterone is too much just stop both of you please. And Chris he never knew about her to abandon her so shut it. That's what this was, me trying to tell him about his DAUGHTER! So, thanks for that." I closed my eyes feeling Jensen's heartbeat still pounding against his chest where my hand was, and his posture still just as tense, he wasn't letting go of me. I was okay with it though, I didn't want to hurt Chris, but I didn't want to leave Jensen's arms...this is where I belonged, and I always knew it. I tried holding back my tears, I didn't want it to come out this way.

"Guess I should have asked you about birth control earlier today too, now that we are on that subject, but there wasn't really much talking happening, and it never crosses my mind with you." I could feel the small laugh in his chest.

"Excuse me?" Chris still didn't move.

"A and B conversation buddy." I started to feel sick to my stomach, I honestly couldn't remember when the last time I took a pill was. I didn't have sex more than once in the last basically 2 almost 3 years so didn't feel it was necessary anyway since I knew I didn't want to sleep with anyone else, and the one person I did was an effort to get over Jensen, it didn't work. I think he could feel my heart start to race, so he instinctively rubbed my back.