For Forever...

Morning Run Bonding

March 14th, 2015

Kayle P.O.V.

That four forty-five alarm went off quicker than I ever thought that it would, but I forced myself up out of bed, throwing on my running shorts and a racer-back before walking back over and kissing Jensen letting him know I was going for the run. He grunted and mumbled something that sounded like 'I love you' and I laughed kissing him again before heading out the door. I quietly shut it and turned to Jared standing there with a smile, which made me jump and lightly squeal, I was not ready for him to just be there. "Jared! you scared the shit out of me." I shoved his chest laughing.

"Sorry, didn't mean to I was coming to knock on the door to see if you were still joining me." He started laughing too.

"I said I was, I don't go back on my word."

We started walking to the steps, instead of the elevator, walking down them to outside the hotel.

"It's only a run Kayle, plus from what I know you two haven't really seen one another in like what 3 years or more."

"Yea something like that." I looked down.

"So, what's it like?" He asked looking over at me.

"What?"

"Being in love with someone but not being with them for so long. I mean obviously I'm in love with my wife, but we've been together for years, and barely go a few days without seeing one another. Plus thank god for face-time." He laughed

"Well, it's like yanking at your insides on a daily basis, to put it easily."

Jared laughed as we started on our run. "Well that about sums that up. Jensen has been hell for the past few years. I noticed a difference in him back in like shit 2008 or so. At first, I thought it was just because of what was going on with the show that he was like getting into character or something like that. Then he finally told me about y'all and your past and just everything. I actually thought that I knew you, just never physically if that makes sense. Any way he's such a great guy, he's my brother, and just seeing the difference in him yesterday when y'all came over...I can tell this is what he wants, what he has been waiting years to have back I guess."

"He is amazing, and thank you for being there for him through all of it. It wasn't easy on either of us that's for sure, and my brother not taking my side but being there for me instead of Jensen I know had a huge impact on him, and by the way we have met before."

"I'm there for him for anything he needs. And Wait...What? When!?"

"Back in like 2006, you came to a college event of mine, you were my friend Tristian's date."

"Oh no, I remember that please tell me you don't have pictures"

"Uh yea of course I do!" I laughed

"No that's horrible" Jared laughed "Jensen begged me to go to that thing, it was a good time. He actually got down and begged me to go on his knees. Seriously the funniest thing, cause I was supposed to be at this other thing for my cousin but he said I needed to help out his dream girl"

"He's lucky to have a friend, well brother, like you."

"Thanks, I'm lucky to have him, so tell me about you."

"You want to know my favorite color and stuff?" I gave him a weird look with a smile.

Jared laughed and looked over at me. "Whatever you want to tell me. We can talk about Jensen if you want or about the kids whatever anything."

"Okay, well, being a single mom blows. It's very hard, I was lucky to have the support of my mom. Even though she didn't support me not telling Jensen, but that was my problem not hers. I was just trying to protect everyone. The only way I could think how to, and I know it was wrong the way I did it. Huge weight off my shoulders now. Plus now I'm not a single mom anymore! Uh I went to school, been working my ass off to be where I am now. I tried other relationships but nobody compares..."

"I get that, it sucks. I couldn't imagine it just being me taking care of Tom and Shep. Gen is an amazing mother."

"She is amazing period, absolutely stunning by the way."

"Thank you I don't know what she's doing with my weird ass. Oh, sorry about last night too, the house and job stuff."

"It's no big deal, he would have told me eventually. To be honest I'm scared of it all, I feel like it's so fast. Like I get what he's saying if I don't like the house and were trying to plan a future, so getting it if I don't like it at all would be stupid, I completely get it. It's still scary, I don't know why though."

"Maybe because of your on again off again relationship with him, its throwing off what you really want because you are worried about what you had and lost. Instead of being focused on the now, on the future, on how it will be from now on. Kayle you light up his room just by saying his name, have to be dumb deaf and blind not to realize that."

I stayed quiet for a minute as we came back around the hotel and slowed to a walk to go up the stairs back to our rooms.

"I wouldn't worry about it too much, y'all aren't going to do anything crazy, I mean y'all have been together what something like 20 years. It isn't like you don't know one another, even if you moved in together tomorrow I doubt many people would think twice about it. Plus, you are his other half in life, and you both deserve this happiness together."

"Thank you, Jared."

"No problem"

"I mean for everything, the talk, being such an amazing person to Jensen, accepting me with open arms, and for the run. We will have to do it again."

"I'm down for running buddies. Every morning I go on one."

We both laughed.

"Okay running buddies it is then, I however am going to go get clean now because I have 20 minutes before I have to be downstairs."

"Alright, have fun, I'll see you in a bit!"

I walked in the room, and straight to the bathroom. I looked at my phone and saw it was six fifteen. I quickly got showered and changed and ran back down to the lobby and into the main room where everything was going to be today. I made it just on time. Jensen didn't wake up, or even move from his spot on the bed.