I missed the feeling of sitting on a couch and doing absolutely nothing. I sigh escaped my mouth as my body started to sink lower into the couch. This must be what heaven feels like. No missions. No murders. No planning. No Izuku. No Katsuki. No Ochako. No nothing. Just the background music the TV gives off and my Wattpad stories.
Suddenly Y/N told Tanjiro to fuck off. You stupid bitch. Jesus Y/N why are you always such a bitch. Can I please find a quality fanfiction where Y/N is a bad bitch, such as myself, that doesn't cry 24/7 and isn't such a Tsundere. I shook my head and turned off the TV. I put my phone down on the nightstand near the bed I was laying on. I wonder what Izuku's doing? Goddammit. Then I fell into the abyss we call slumber.
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I couldn't sleep. That day just wouldn't leave my mind. Her eyes weren't like they were before. Before her eyes were full of happiness, love, and admiration. Now they're full of vengeance, hurt, and bloodlust.
This is all your fault. Your best and only true friend is a villain because you decided to be a.....an ass. Just because you were so jealous. Just because you were selfish. JUST BECAUSE YOU HATE YOUR SELF. The tears were unstoppable. This is all my-"Izuku? Why are you crying?! What's wrong honey?" That's right. I never told here about the USJ. I guess she deserves to know.
Her reaction was surprised, angry, sympathetic, and hurt. But I still didn't get to that part. I took a deep breath. "I know you don't want me to blame myself, but now I have every reason to." She had a look of concern, but I knew I don't deserve it. "When we were thirteen..." I hesitated. How would she react? Would she be disgusted by me? No. You're being selfish again. You deserve what's coming. I squeezed my eyes shut. I opened my mouth but nothing came out. I was terrified. "GODDAMIT!" I was so frustrated. "Izuku, I know you hate these circumstances but you need to mind your language!" If only she knew why I had shouted. I was panting. Then she got up and left. "Wai-" my voice was going against my heart. I wanted to tell her but I just couldn't.
It wasn't like me to be silent in these situations so why is it now that my throat is dry when I try to talk? Why did it take a whole year for me to finally have the heart to try and apologize? WHY AM I SO GODDAMN USELESS?! All the useless tears came back. I want my Shokai back, my best friend, my flashlight to let me see in the dark, my pride and joy back. I need her back like a man needs oxygen. I can't live without her. Why did I say such a stupid thing to her? She deserves the world not an asshole of a person like me. This is my fault.
She's my enemy because of me.
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I'm Sorry (Izuku x Reader)
Fanfiction"You could never become a hero." Imagine those words coming from you best friend, the same friend that promised you that you'd become heroes together. Then imagine coming home from school one day and seeing your parents dead corpses. Except I didn't...
