I'm Sorry (Izuku x Reader)

Chapter 17

Slowly my eyelids parted, I was in what looked like, the same room I was in before when that lady came in, except I was in a bed laying down. Weights that built up over the years strayed away from my shoulders. I was released from the villains now. I was released from confinement, well, at least in the in side.

I was laying on a bed in a white room. I was just here. No one was around and I wasn't tied or anything. I looked around. Strangely, I felt a sense of security. I took a deep breath and stood up. On a desk next the door, which I assumed was locked, sat a sticky note. I picked it up and read it.

"You've been out for only a couple of hours so don't worry. We are at the school at the moment, discussing what we'll do with you. I trust that you won't try and break out."

I sighed and went to sit down again. What are they gonna do to me? Am I gonna be here forever? I hugged my knees and buried my head in the middle. I was scared. I know I deserve what's coming, but that doesn't mean I can't be scared, right. "Shokai, calm down. You're by yourself now, this is your time to breath and relax." I told myself. I felt a warm substance fall down my face. "STOP CRYING DAMNIT!" My quirk accidentally turned on and alarms went off. They were so loud. I fell to the ground. "Please stop." Soon the alarms stopped and Izuku's teacher came in.

"She was panicking. It wasn't on purpose. We can confirm that." A man said. The teacher sighed. He walked towards me and kneeled. He was looking me right in the eyes and he was scary. His eyebrow raised. "You're different. What happened when Kyro went through that mind of yours?" I only remember going through the memories, but then something came to mind. "There was one sense I didn't know I could manipulate. That being..." I smiled at the ground. "the sense of self understanding." I felt like that was it. I felt like my middle school self again and I loved it. Though, I was scared of this man, I could have a real smile. Not a smirk or a fake one. It was a real, genuine smile. He shook his head a little and stood up. I stood up soon after.

"Here." He gave me a choker necklace thing and told me to put it on so I did. I started playing with it a little and he grabbed my hand. "Stop playing with that, it's not a toy. It's a quirk sensor and it notifies me, the school, and the hero commission when you use your quirk and when you try to take it off so don't even try that stuff." He turned to walk out the door and I sat back down on the bed. He turned to me. "Are you gonna leave or?" My head darted towards him. "What?" I needed to make sure I heard that right. "I'm free?" I blinked frantically. He sighed. "I know this might sound dumb and I thought it did too, but Nezu and the other teachers thought it would be wise to let you go and live whatever life is ahead of you or whatever Midnight said. So yes, your free to go." I stared in disbelief. As soon as he left my 'o' shaped mouth turned into a smile. A real smile.

I hopped up and walked out the room and into the hallway. It was somewhat dark, but I could still navigate my way through it. After a couple mindless twists and turns I found a door that had the word 'EXIT' in red above it. I grabbed the handle and took a shaky breath. I was now going to- and I quote -live whatever life is ahead of you. Or me. Whatever. I opened that door and it felt like heaven. How long was I indoors anyway? That doesn't matter, at least, not right now. I need to fix something before I go solo.

_____________________________Time skip_____________________________

My heart was beating in my ears. Last time we met, I tried to kill you, now I'm here to apologise to you and Inko. I knocked on the door and waited. A soft "Coming!" came from the other side of the door. It was Inko. I could remember that voice from anywhere. Soon a short woman opened the door. I showed a soft smile. She froze. "Shokai?" Her voice was soft yet forced. "Hi auntie Inko." I kneeled down and gave her a kiss on the cheek. She burst into tears and engulfed me in a bone crushing hug. "MY BABY'S NOT DEAD! GOD YOU SCARED ME SO MUCH! HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME! IT'S BEEN A WHOLE YEAR!" She cried in my chest. My arms hesitantly wrapped around her. Soon she stopped crying and let me in the house. "Mom who are y- Shokai?" I heard him, but he let out a short, small, and sweet giggle and his footsteps hurried over to me. He grabbed my shoulders and that triggered a fight or flight response. I didn't want to hurt him and I couldn't run away with his death grip so I just stood there. While he abused my shoulders by shaking them. Finally he stopped shaking me and giving me a speed round of questions and just hugged me. I hugged him back. I couldn't help but feel how muscular he's gotten since middle school. This man had muscles and for what? For what? "I'm so sorry, Shokai. What I did was terrible. It drove you to hate yourself an-" "I should be the one apologizing. For gods sake Midoriya, I tramatized you and attacked you. Twice at that!" Inko was looking at him then me then back to him. "What's going on? I don't understand." She looked concerned. I stood up from their couch. "I was actually planning to die that day, but the league saved me. I was at the U.S.J. I was at the summer camp during the incident. Both times, I only had the urge to hurt him." She was frightened now. "But why? You wouldn't do something like this, right? This is some kind of mass affect trick, right?" She had shock written all over her face. "I'm sorry." I started to head to the door. I needed to see one more person. Or three if you will. "Shokai, wa-" "No, Izuku. Let her go." Something inside me broke. It was gone. Reduced to atoms. I know I expected something like this. If I was in her shoes I'd most likely want my child to stay away from me too. I was probably never going to see him again and really, I deserved that. He's held hope for me sense the USJ and I kept eating away at it. This is my fault.

I knocked on the door and waited. "Katsuki, go get the door!" That was Mitsuki. "Whatever you old hag." That was Katsuki's voice. As rough as always. As soon as he opened the door, we both froze. For the love of god Shokai! You were a hecking villain and you still can't face him without freezing. I took a deep breath. "Hi, Bakugo." I felt awkward and scared. He only took a second to crush my ribs in a hug. "H-holy shit! You're alive! Deku really wasn't fucking with me?" It was more of question. He was obviously freaking out right now. "First of all, language. Second of all, who are y-" She immediately pushed Bakugo away and dragged me inside and on the couch while killing my bones. Katsuki followed us to said living room and sat down. "I'll cut to the chase sense I need to leave quickly. I was at the USJ and the summer camp during the incident. I had no intention of hurting anyone if necessary and if it was necessary, I would've only hurt Midoriya." Mitsuki was speechless. "Fix your excistance and fix your dream, you could never be a hero. That's the reason isn't it?" I looked at him. How did he know? Midoriya must've told him. I looked to the ground. "Yes." I simply answered. "Honey, who told you that?" I didn't want anyone to get even more involved nor did I want a lecture, but I'd rather take that lecture. "I did." I lied. "She's lying. It was Deku. He told her that because he was jealous of your quirk. He said that to me himself." Bakugo blurted that out. "Izuku? That sounds nothing like him. I guess jealousy really can change someone." I stood up. Then Katsuki did. "Where are you going?" He blocked my way. "Away from everything. Now please move." I tried to work around him, but he kept stepping in front of me. "This is not a game, Katsuki. Move." I was starting to get frustrated. "Tell me where you're going and I'll think about it." My eyes twitched before I pushed him. I didn't want to, but he wouldn't move. It was my only option. I ran out the door after that.

Now for adulting. This is going to be a hectic ride.