serendipity | w.yh

103 - Narration

H A N E U N

When I saw him logged out, I let out a sigh. He's just so stubborn. Kakaalis alis niya lang dito tapos pabalik nanaman siya. I don't know also why I agreed.

I mean, hindi naman sa ayaw ko na nandito si Lucas. Actually, I love him so much that I want to be with him too 24/7. It's just, i'm kind of worried na baka magkasawaan.

"what's with the long face?" napalingon ako nang biglang may magsalita nung lumabas ako sa kwarto para uminom ng water.

I pouted as I saw her at her couch, nakarobe tapos ay may facial mask pa. Mukhang nag-shower siya pagkarating galing sa picnic namin ng friends.

"Lucas is asking me to move in." kahit hindi na ako nakatingin, napansin ko ang mabilis na pagpihit ng ulo niya para matingnan ako.

I was already at the kitchen getting some water so Savi turned over so she can face me.

"Ano sabi mo? Did you agreed?" hindi ko alam kung anong tono 'yon. Is she mad? Excited? Hindi ko alam. I can't read her expressions well too since it was covered by her mask.

"Not really but I said I'll think about it." then I shrugged my shoulders off.

"Why didn't you agreed? Kayo naman na, normal lang 'yon." she said that made me face her. I thought she'll be mad about it.

"You aren't mad?" I asked her. She furrowed her brows at me.

"Bakit naman ako magagalit? Hani, because you'll move out to be with your boyfriend, it doesn't really mean we'll drift apart. We'll see each other often." she smiled right after saying it.

Napa-pout ako at lumapit para yumapos sa kanya. She chuckled, probably finding it funny with the sudden affection.

"I am so happy, Savi. Minsan natatakot na ako kasi parang sobrang saya ko naman." I said. She chuckled while carefully caressing my back.

"Don't think that way. Just remember that relationships have hard times. May mga oras na hindi masaya, pero trust me, if it's the right person, makakaya niyo yan." she said. Usually gaga talaga 'tong best friend ko na 'to eh pero pag usapang seryosohan na talaga, you'll learn a lot from her.

"I was just worried that he'll get sick of me. You know? Pag araw araw magkasama, baka magkasawaan."

"Haneun, ilang years na nga ulit kayo nan magbest friend? You two were like always together anyway. There's no much difference with living under the same roof."

"Magkaiba naman yun sa ngayon. We're couple now, noon magbestfriend lang kami."

"Yeah but you two already have feelings with each other back then. Ang pinagkaiba lang ngayon, alam niyo na. Bulgar."

I was silent while we're sitting at the sofa. I realized Savi was right. Ano ba kasing pinag-aalala ko? I was making this a big deal and stressing myself out too much.