Smut Book

Bully - Josh Richards

~mentions of alcohol, praise kink, dom!Josh, oral seggs, aftercare?~

I pushed open the doors, eyes landing on me as people tried to figure out who I was, my appearance has definitely changed over the summer. Before, I was a sweet girl: my hair always pulled back neatly into a ponytail, slightly blue tinted jeans which hung round my legs with whatever top I decided to wear that day; I was pretty, but I was overlooked; bullied by 'jocks' and the main topic of most girls gossip. 

I never had many friends until Jessica. She was new last year and took to liking me pretty quick. She was the opposite of me, her grades bad, her clothes revealing and she couldn't give a fuck in the world. I wouldn't say she was a bad influence, she just helped me get out of a dark place. Now my hair hung down my back, straightened and dyed black. A black tennis skirt round my waist and a black lacy bralette covered my chest, my chunky black boots keeping my feet warm. I had picked up some of Jessica's habits such as smoking, I hated yet loved it.

I kept my focus straight, not looking to anyone who I normally wouldn't, heading straight for the exit, knowing Jessica would be waiting round the corner for me. 

I walked past the jocks, standing together in their usually spot, earning cat whistles and weird mating calls. "Is that my skirt?" Jessica asked, looking at the black material while handing me her cigarette. "You mean the skirt you gave to me and said 'you would look so hot in this, take it?'" I replied, leaning back and resting against the wall. She laughed and hugged into my side to keep herself warm. My eyes took notice of the tall, muscular, dark haired boy staring right at me. 

His friends were shouting and cheering as normal but he keep his gaze on me, most likely wondering who I was or what the hell happened to me. "We're going to Sam Christies party tonight by the way" I heard Jessica's voice snapping me out of my thoughts. "Yours after school?" I said, stubbing out the cigarette under my boot. I walked away before hearing Jessica shout back. "I got you a dress" I rolled my eyes at her comment and headed to class.  

The day went by agonisingly slow, my peers all drawing me either sexual looks or dirty ones. I quickly met up with Jess after school and we walked to her house, her parents were always away on business trips meaning we never had to worry about them and I had practically moved in since my dad didn't really care. "Are you meeting Mikey?" I asked, pouring myself a coffee and quickly following Jess upstairs. "Mikey?" She repeated, closing the door behind me and sitting down.

"We broke up" She sighed, pulling a pout which made a laugh squeeze passed my sealed lips. "Lasted longer with this one than you did the last." I chuckled, pulling off my boots and grabbing a towel so I could shower. "What about you and that boy?" She asked my quickly before I left the room. "Conner?" I asked, smiling to myself. A quick nod from Jessica answered my question. "We just weren't meant to be" I laughed, leaving the room quickly and heading for the shower. 

The rest of the afternoon we were getting dressed, fixing each others hair, having a dirty-ass karaoke moment and raided Jess's alcohol supply before getting a lift to the party by Mikey - who was still chasing after Jess. The car ride was loud, but I didn't care. Jess and I were sitting together in the back talking about life and other stuff which are less important. "Promise that as soon as we get in, you'll do a shot with me" Jess shouted over the music as we pulled up to Sam's house. "Like you even have to ask" I yelled back dragging her out the car. 

We waltzed in, arms linked, earning looks and whistles from boys around us which just made us more confident. Jess pulled me over to the counter and poured us both a shot before taking out a little packet. "Seriously?" I asked, slightly excited but still somewhat nervous. "come on, it'll be so much fun" She added, adding half to her glass and half to mine. Jess and I had done drugs together, just only in the company of each other - so the fact it was at a party was completely different.