Smut Book

I Kissed A Girl... - Nailea Devora

~gxg, soft smut, fingering, friends to lovers~

"Dude that's gross" I laughed as Vinnie finished his story, his face flushing from slight embarrassment. "Not my fault" He defended himself. A bunch of us all sat in the hype house, having a little gathering since we all had nothing better to do. I laughed as I watched Larry from across the room, he was trying out his runway walk and was failing, slightly. 

"He looks so stupid" I heard a voice from behind me. I turned to see Nailea sitting behind me, laughing alongside me as we watched him. I was sure my whole life I was straight until I meet Nai, she has really made me question my sexuality lately. However, I know Nai is straight and everyone thinks her and Vinnie are going to get together, so I've never told her that I have a fat fucking crush on her. "He does" I agreed, laying my head back against the couch.

Everyone continued talking as Nai and I started a conversation of our own. "Come back to mine tonight?" She asked making me breathing hitch as we have never spent the night together. "Why?" I stuttered, swallowing the lump in my throat. "I've had a really bad week and I don't really wanna be alone" She admitted, moving to sit beside me as her head fell onto my shoulder. I sighed, knowing I couldn't leave her if she felt like this. "Of course" I smiled, as she snuggled closer into me. 

The rest of the night went by fast and before I knew it we were at Nai's apartment. "You can borrow one of my extra shirts" She mumbled, her head stuck in her fridge as she looked for something to drink. I nodded my head, playing with my fingers nervously. "Thanks" I smiled as she handed me a snack before leading me through to her room. 

"What's up then?" I asked, sitting down  on her bed. "I don't really know" She admitted, laughing slightly. "Everyone is shipping me with Vinnie right" She started, and I nodded along so she knew I understood. "But I don't like him, I like this g- I don't even know" She started, my cheeks slightly heating up as she continued her story. "I'm just really confused right now" She sighed, letting her head fall back into the pillows. "What do you mean?" I asked, laying down next to her as I was fully invested in the story. 

"I think- and you can't tell anyone" She threatened, rolling over to face me and pointing her finger at me. "I won't" I laughed, moving her finger out of my face. "I think I'm bi" She said, followed by a loud silence. I blinked at her, my throat going dry as I comprehended what she just said. "Like bisexual y/n" She explained further making me laugh. "I understand Nai" I laughed as I subconsciously shuffled closer to her. 

"How come you think this?" I asked, swallowing to try and cure the dryness that had overcome my throat. "There's this girl" She started, a blush forming on my cheeks which made me slightly jealous even though she looked cute. "but she's one of my closest friends" She continued, looking down and playing with her fingers as a nervous habit. "and I don't wanna make things weird" She stated as my finger curled under her chin, moving her gaze back to mine. "Don't be nervous Nai, there's nothing to be nervous about" I stated, my tongue swiping over my bottom lip. 

"Who is she?" I asked, my hand still caressing her jaw. She stuttered as she tried to answer, her cheeks flushing even more. This was the time, doesn't matter if it isn't me I have to at least try. I leaned in closer, my lips pressing against her and feeling her relax slightly. She nervously began to kiss back, his lips soft as they worked against mine. My hands now held her face as hers gently caressed my jaw, her movements slow as she was still insanely nervous. 

The kiss deepened, our mouths fighting against each other for dominance which I won, my tongue sliding easily into her mouth causing her to involuntarily moan into mine. My hands held her face closer as I dominated the kiss, loving every breathing moment of this. I pulled away, looking at her as she made eye contact with me. Both of us giggled coherently as reality kicked in, before Nai's face went back to being nervous.