Smut Book

Insecurities - Anthony Reeves - pt2

~soft smut~

I've spent the past three night talking to Anthony about everything that's been happening. He was so understanding and constantly reassuring my of my beauty and worth, he is the best thing that's ever happened to me. I woke up from my slumber with no Anthony beside me as he is currently downstairs in the kitchen making breakfast, so I rolled out of bed and threw on one of his tops and a pair of booty shorts. I know it's not a lot, but I feel a lot more confident in wearing it than I did a few nights ago and I know it will make Anthony proud, so I took a breath and headed down the stairs.

I was greeted by Anthony in the kitchen making my favourite breakfast, in a pair of sweats and no top - it made butterflies erupt in my stomach knowing that this was my life, and he was my man. I walked over and hugged him from behind, the smell of fresh strawberries and pancakes filling my senses. "Good morning sleepy head." Anthony chuckled, putting strawberries on my plate along with some pancakes. I walked over and took a seat at the counter as Anthony slid my food to me. "Thank you" I smiled, munching on a strawberry. "No hoodie or sweats?" Anthony blinked, as I nodded my head because of the pancakes stuffed in my mouth. Anthony smiled and took a seat next to me. "I'm proud" He mumbled, stealing a strawberry from my plate. I giggled and continued to eat my food.

Once I had finished we went back up to our room "What do you want to do today?" Anthony asked sitting down on the bed. I straddled his lap playing with the hair at the back of his head. "I don't know" I mumbled, staring into his eyes. I lowered my lips to his, moving them against each other as his hands came down to rest on my hips. His hands played with the hem of my top, I grabbed his hands and moved them away. "Baby I'm sorry we don't- you don't have too" He said, cupping my cheeks in his large hands. "I'm just scared" I opened up, seeing a smile appear on his mouth "You could never scare me, love" he tucked a strand of hair behind my ear. 

I took a breath and reached to the bottom of my shirt, pulling it over my head in one quick motion. Anthony's smile widened "see" he spoke softly. "I'm still here"

I smiled, returning to the kiss letting Anthony take complete control. He gently flipped us over so he was hovering over me. He removed his sweats and boxers before sliding my shorts and panties off. He placed a kiss on my right thigh. "I love this part of you" He moved his lips to my other thigh "and this part of you" He kissed the centre of my stomach "especially this part of you" he praised that part of me more, as he knew it was my biggest insecurity. He continued to kiss parts of my and afterwards tell me how much he loved it. He kissed my lips "I love all of you, I don't want you to ever hide from me, okay?" He said, making a tear escape my eye which he wiped away. "Okay" I agreed, kissing him again.

He reached over to the nightstand and took out a foil packet. He placed the condom on his hard on and positioned himself at my entrance. "you ready" he asked. I nodded, feeling more comfortable with his seeing me like this. His slowly pushed into me making my mouth fall open, little moans escaping in the process. He stayed still, not daring to move without my permission as he didn't want to scare me off. "Anthony, you know you can move" I giggled, tangling my hands in his hair as he moved his hips slowly against mine. "Fuuuck" I breathed out, letting my head fall back, allowing Anthony to plant kisses all over my neck. I moved my hand back up and captured his lips in mine. We continued making love - this wasn't sex for us, this was us showing each other how much we loved each other, how much we needed each other, how much we appreciated one another and how we were never going to let go of the other one.

Small 'I love yous' fell from our mouths as Anthony lay his forehead against mine, our hips moving together in an amazing rhythm. Anthony's muscles started to tense signalling he was close, which I was as well. I came along side Anthony, moans and gasps coming from both of us as Anthony worked us down from our highs. He pulled out and went to put the condom in the bin, he came back with a hoodie for me assuming I'd want it. I kindly declined it and curled into his side once he lay down beside me.

"You're still here" I giggled looking up at him, a smile plastered on his face. "You, my love, are stuck with me forever. "He placed a kiss on my forehead. "And always?" I smiled, puckering my lips for a kiss which he granted. "And always" he smiled once he pulled away from the kiss. "Netflix?" He asked making smile and nod.

"I remember the day were I realised, it would never matter how I saw myself or how others saw me, this man would always see me as an girl with impeccable beauty. I didn't need nice comments to say I was beautiful or the hate to disappear, I had Anthony and he had me. I knew I wanted to grow old with this man and that's exactly what I gonna do. Thank you Anthony Reeves, for helping me see my worth, and will gladly be yours. Forever and Always." I smiled at the memories coming flooding back. 

"Y/n Y/m/n Y/l/n. I fell in love with you the moment I saw you. I remember the first time you started to become distant from me and it scared the crap out of me, because after meeting you, I couldn't imagine spending my life with anyone else but you. Burt you're wrong, I never saw you as a girl with impeccable beauty. I saw you as an angle, a perfect specimen, and I am so happy that I get to call you my wife after today. Forever and Always." He smiled a tear rolling down my cheek, which he wiped away as usual. 

"Do you Y/n Y/l/n, take Anthony Reeves to be your lawfully wedded husband?" The minister asked. "I do" I smiled seeing Anthony smile. "And do you Anthony Reeves, take Y/n Y/l/n to be your lawfully wedded wife?" The minister turned to Anthony. "I do" He squeezed my hand. "Any objections?" The minister spoke up. I turned to see all my friends, everyone I loved smiling back and me. "No? I know pronounce you husband and wife, You may now kiss the bride!" I turned back to Anthony who pulled me into him, catching my lips in his. Everyone around us erupted into cheers as we kissed. We pulled way and rested our foreheads together. "I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you" Anthony whispered. 

"Forever" I question. "And always" Anthony finished, as he took my hand and turned to our friends - our family. The rest of our life ahead of us.

a/n: dude I got butterflies writing this. Hope this is the part two you were expecting. Please leave requests if you have any cause I'm running out of ideas. You can dm if you don't want to comment! :)