Whole Again - poly!feral boys (DreamSMP)

four

warning(s): mention of death threats, not eating voluntarily, yelling

When the movie is over, I slip away from Sapnap.

Judging on the lack of noise, I can tell everyone else is asleep too.

I take a couple pizzas out of the freezer, sticking them in the oven.

I'm too lazy to make actual food tonight.

When they're done, I wake Sapnap up.

"You get first dibs on pizza.", I whisper, giving him a kiss.

He rushes towards the kitchen.

I see Karl up, so I know he'll get Alex up.

"Clay. Clay.", I whisper, kissing his forehead.

"Come cuddle.", he mumbles, his sleepy voice making me smile.

"There's pizza in the kitchen.", I tell him, trying not to give into his clinginess.

"Pizza?", he mumbles, turning over to look at me.

He climbs out of bed, in pursuit of the mentioned food.

"Georgie. Georgie.", I shake him gently.

When I make the mistake of getting into bed to wake him, he pulls me into his arms.

"Georgie. Let go.", I giggle.

He buries his head in my neck, kissing it.

I squirm, the kisses tickling me.

"It's time to eat. I put pizzas in.", I manage to tell him between giggles.

"Don't care. I like this more.", he mumbles.

"George, can we talk about something?", I ask him.

He realizes the seriousness of my question, and he pulls away to analyze my face.

"Yeah. Yeah. What's wrong?", he sits up.

I hop off the bed, shutting and locking the door.

I get back in bed, nervously messing with my fingers.

George is the best one to talk to, he always listens all the way through before saying anything.

"I-I saw the comments on Twitter. I know they don't like me.", I whisper, tears already forming in my eyes.

"Oh, Finn.", he pulls me into his arms, holding me tightly.

I muffle my sobs using his shirt, trying to keep the other boys from hearing.

"They're just jealous. They don't understand.", George tries to soothe me.

"George, they hate me. They want me to die, George.", I cry.

"But I don't want you to die. I don't hate you. Neither does Clay, Sap, Karl, or Alex. We all love you a lot.", he assures me, still holding me tightly.

I go limp in his grasp, just letting him hold me.

"How about you go take a shower, I'll make sure you get some pizza, and we can watch a movie or something tonight.", he proposes.

"Okay.", I mumble.

He gives me a passionate kiss before releasing his grip on me.

I hop into the shower, letting the hot water wash away the tears and worried sweat.

I pull on one of Karl's sweaters and a pair of Alex's sweats before joining them in the kitchen.

George gives me a look, and I subtly nod to let him know that I'm okay.