Whole Again - poly!feral boys (DreamSMP)

twelve

warning(s): not wanting to eat
"Are you sure you have everything?", I ask Alex for the third time today.

So far, every time I've asked him, he thinks of something more to pack.

"Yes, yes, yes.", he teases me.

Alex is making his trip to California for the next month for law school.

He does this every couple of months, but it never gets easier.

George and Karl are the ones taking him to the airport, but that's not a good thing either.

Karl's flying home for his brother's birthday for a week or two, and George is flying home for a couple weeks to help his parents move houses and get everything settled.

It's going to be weird with half the people in the house gone.

"Wow, looks like we're moving out.", George jokes at the massive amount of luggage in the entryway.

"Not funny.", I grumble, crossing my arms.

"Aww, I'm sorry.", he dramatically plants a bunch of kisses on my face.

Usually, I would push away or fight back, but I know I won't be able to do this soon.

When it comes time for all of them to say goodbye, I give them all tight hugs and a bunch of kisses.

We wave until the car disappears, and I immediately burst into an embarrassing number of tears.

"Hey, hey, hey. Pretty girl, it's okay.", Clay pulls me into his chest, rubbing circles on my back.

"How can I miss them already? I think I have issues.", I lightly joke, making both of the boys chuckle.

"Sapnap and I were thinking about streaming, do you want to come watch?", Clay asks, gently tilting my head so I'm looking into his eyes.

I nod, wiping my eyes with the sleeve of my sweatshirt.

Well, it's actually George's.

They both walk to their desks, beginning to set up for their streams.

"You wanna sit with one of us?", Sap asks me.

"I'll just chill back here.", I tell them, letting my body sink into the giant beanbag they have in the corner.

They start up Minecraft, working on a parkour map.

Clay is the one streaming, but Sap is still involved, them basically just talking to each other.

I scroll through my phone, mainly spending my time on Twitter.

After about an hour and a half, Sapnap leaves to go shower.

Clay presses a button before turning around.

"Can you cuddle now?", he whispers, giving me a silent pleading look.

"Okay.", I giggle, pulling myself out of the beanbag.

I climb onto his lap, instantly leaning into his touch.

He continues playing, unmuting his microphone to answer donations.

There is a break in donos, allowing him to focus more on the game.

He starts making random noises, start to stim.

I gently tap his thigh to get his attention.

He stops making the noises, realizing what he was doing.

His cheeks flash red, but I lean against him, reassuring him.

He gets embarrassed about his stims sometimes, but we always try to reinforce that it's okay.